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Subject: [K-list] Fwd: noises
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/03/26 16:30, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>From: "Tyler Younger" <djmcflyATnospamearthlink.net>
>To: "Mystress Angelique Serpent" <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
>Subject: noises
>Date: Sun, 26 Mar 2000 16:11:41 -0500
>X-Mailer: Microsoft Outlook Express 5.00.2615.200
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> Hi,
>
> Thank you for replying to most message in an personal and
>informative manner.
> However I still have a lot of unanswerd questions, I would like to
>see what the list has to say, But Im unsure of the address to send it to. If
>you dont mind would send this one off to the list.
I don't mind. For your future reference, the posting address is
Kundalini-GatewayATnospamonelist.com.
>
> Perhaps I could pick at your brain somemore.
sure. I'll help if I can..
> The night after I sent this to you, I tried to just let it happen
>and do its thing. It felt like someone shove a rod through my chest, It felt
like I was being pinned from two sides
> I rolled over on my back. I straighted out a little bit. It was
very
>uncomfortable.
Sounds like your heart chakra is getting some work.. focus on loving.
> I mentioned the noises in my room. It is become quite an obsticle I
>cant just let it go. It sends shockwaves of fear through me. And in the
>meantime they only gotten worse, Before it was just a poping noise, cracking
> like a heater vent cooling down. But now it things falling
> over on my desk etc.etc... It seems I cant relax,focus or meditate
> anymore. And at times Ive questioned my own sanity.
OH! Well, the popping noises are internal, but it sounds like you have
attracted some spooks. Poltergiests. They really cannot hurt you, but the
emotional energy of your fear is their snack food, and when they find a human
who is a good buffet, word gets out in the spirit realm and they all come
calling. Awakened people attract them like moths to a lighthouse. Awakening is
hard enough, without being hassled by a bunch of hungry ghosts. However, they
really haven't much power, that's why they need the energy of your fear to
sustain themselves. It's easy to kick some ghosty ass, you just need to
focus.
Here is a ritual to clear them out and protect your space, from a course I
am working on, for new Kundalites. Start, by getting grounded. You can learn
to do that by doing the excercise on this page:
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/ground.htm
House Spell.
Before any kind of Tantra or magical work, you want to cleanse the space so it
is "sacred". So when you are open and vulnerable in the other realms you will
not be influenced by negative energies. Many forms of magical training make a
distinction between when they are "in circle", in sacred space, or out of
circle. They do not want their thoughts to have the same power out of
circle as
they do in circle, because they don't want accidental manifestations. "Be
careful what you pray for".
The truth is, Everything is sacred, it is all part of Goddess. If your
faith is
strong, you can just ask Goddess to take care of you and never give it another
thought.. but don't try to do that yet, because your fear is natural and
forgivable and it will come up again to weaken your intention of faith if you
do not reinforce it with thought-word-deed.
Goddess hears all of your thoughts as prayers, and the sooner you become
mindful of that, the better off you are. As you ascend up the spiritual
ladder,
protective spells will show their duality: the fear that thought them
necessary. A Master sees thru the demon disguises angels wear, to scare us
into
running for the light and so cannot be harmed by them. If you are already a
Master, you wouldn't be taking this course.
Do take the time to do this ritual. At this stage you are in duality, so you
need the protective rituals, and they work just fine.
After you have created your house spell, it will protect you full time, but
your work will go smoother if you also take a moment to bless your space and
ground yourself before any meditations or Tantric encounters.
You can use whatever is comfortable for you. Some people like to perfume the
air with a favorite piece of music, the sound of a Tibetan bell or with thier
favorite incense. By doing this you are instilling habits in your mind that
will pay dividends.
After a while, the sound of the bell or the scent of the incense will
invoke
the appropriate meditative or altered state by association, just like Pavlov's
dog. It will become a trigger you can use to relax yourself even when you are
stressed.
When you get even better, the *memory* of the sound of the bell or the
smell
of the incense will have the same effect, and you will be free from dependence
on externals. First, the habit must become ingrained by repeated physical
ritual.
This is an explanation of how to create a house spell, that I wrote for a
spontaneously awakened person who was having serious problems with attracting
spooks and poltergeists. As he expanded the circle, he heard all kinds of odd
popping noises as entities were wiped out by the light.
If there is more than one person living in your house, it's best if all
adults do the spell together. If you cannot easily talk to the other
people in
your house about this, use prayer to ask your angels to bring their higher
selves to join you in the work, instead. Find some time when you are in a
relaxed and positive state. If you have a sage smudge stick, smoke the
apartment before you begin. Sit facing each other, do the grounding exercise.
When you are at the point where each of you are an egg of light on an endless
thread of light, with the circuit of energy going each way, starting with the
north corner of the apartment, create an endless pillar of light at the
corner,
like the thread of light your aura egg is on. Anchor it to the centre of the
earth, and to your higher selves. (I usually just create the forms with
imagination, sitting still, but you can physically go there.) Counter
clockwise
around the apartment, create a pillar of light at each major corner. Lock
their
circuits in place with your intention, that your unconscious and Angels will
maintain the spell 24/7. Notice the patterns and directions of the energy
fields you have created. Return your focus to the perimeter of your aura. The
outer edge of the egg of light. Expand you aura to the size and shape of the
entire apartment, with the intention of pushing out any negative or unwanted
energies or entities with the aura's expanding "shell". Claim your territory.
When the edge of your aura is the apartment boundary, return your focus to the
first pillar, and imagine a wall of light growing from the first pillar to the
second, to the third, etc. Do the floor and ceiling, too. Be aware of the
apartment enclosed by an impenetrable box of light, that allows free
passage of
you and your guardian spirits, but blocks anything you want it to block. Put
extra energy around doors and windows. Ask Angels to guard, to warn you if any
energies that require your attention are trying to get in.
When the house seems sealed, you can return your aura to it's regular size,
leaving the energy shell you created behind like a second skin, and relax. I
like to snap my fingers, to lock in a spell. Anyway you imagine it is okay, it
is the intention that counts. For a spell on a house, rather than an
apartment,
I would start with a golden circle of energy, created by the current of joined
hands, or your aura, expand it outward to enclose the property, then spin
it up
into a dome, and down underground into a bowl shape, until the property was
enclosed in an egg of light, suspended on a thread of light. But for an
apartment, such a shape invades the space of others, effectively bringing them
into the circle of your energy field. Be respectful of the energy territory of
others, if you want your own energy fence to be respected. That's why the
pillars, then floor and ceiling...they will follow the building construction
and support it, without intruding on the other apartments.
Because of the pillars, the spell is fuelled by Gaia Herself, administered by
your higher selves.
When ever you have excess K., ground it off into your house spell, to
strengthen it. The more attention you give to periodically imaging your spell
inviolate and strong, the better it gets. Soon, it becomes sentient, and
begins
to return your love.
My spell got so strong, my home was actually in another dimension. druid says
it was 90 degrees off normal space.
I also gave it a fuzzy puppy vibration, so it did not attract dark intent. The
energy of Shhh. Nothing for you here, don't wake the baby. Like a baby deer.
Invisible to predators, scentless, and too cute to hurt. Shape the spell to
your needs. It is an energy construct. Be sure to give it some safety
switches,
so it is not disturbed by your mood swings, but rather helps to keep you
stable. Shape it with emotion, love, and security. You can even make it
virus-proof. You can shape different rooms to different moods. My playroom
spell is different from the rest of the house. It contains a transformer,
capable of absorbing astonishing amounts of negative energy, and
transmuting it
to light. All will be as you imagine. When you are finished, Give the
construct
over to Goddess, to be improved and altered as She sees fit, for your highest
good. See it change and strengthen.
Some people use a lot of physical stuff, horseshoes and what not: the
visualization and intent are the important things, though. I usually skip the
ritual stuff, I'm a creative visualization oriented witch. However,
thought-word-deed, is stronger than word and thought alone, especially for
beginners who are still working on aligning faith and intent.
Improv-R-Us. Whaddya mean, no spellcasting because eye of newt is out of
season? Depending too much on physical stuff is creating unnecessary
limitations, I think. Smudge sticks are nice, though. I find the scent to
cleanse my brain, and therefore it works. Supposedly, sage is to negative
energies as garlic is to vampires. Native Indian thing. Make your own: a bunch
of fresh sage, by itself or with cedar leaf, rosebuds, willow shoot whatever
smells you like in your fireplace or incense burner. As you are gathering
them,
ask permission from the plants you harvest from, and offer them a gift of your
love in return.
Gather them up like a bouquet, start at the stem ends, wrapping them together
tightly with cotton string (no synthetics! Poison stinky smoke! and you know
what burning wool smells like....) Keep the wraps close together at the stem
ends, widening the spirals considerably as you begin to bind the leaves. Put
blessing energy into the work. Spiral your way from stem to tips and back once
or twice, tie a few knots. Set the result aside to dry. Herb in tight
bondage.
To use it, light the tip like incense. Traditionally, an eagle feather is used
to waft the smoke, but I don't have one, I just wave it around and blow on it,
declaring my intention to cleanse. Sprinkle water on it to put it out, when
you're done or suffocate it in a jar. Set it aside to dry for next time.
So, that's the magical lesson for today!
here are some links to similar rituals, on the web:
http://www.spiritweb.org/Spirit/astral-cleaning-duna.html
http://www.pagan-home.com/bos/home.htm
http://www.pagan-home.com/bos/endora.htm
http://www.vortex.is/~rose/house.htm
http://www.spirituallyspeaking.net/ProtectionSpells.html
http://www.twostar.com/oracle/library/meditation/broom.html
> Another things Ive noted, When Im listening to people talk at length
>I kind of drift into them, or connect its really strange.
>Tyler
Yes, this is empathy. It does feel strange at first, but you will get used
to it. Before you were awakened, your ego did the job of making you feel
separate fom other people. Awakening dismantles the ego, bit by bit so you can
realize that we are all One energy.. all God-dess. You are no longer
limited to
the perceptions of your own body, you get other people's perceptions as well.
Blessings..
The dreamer, seeks to run from fear.. but that is as useless as trying to
outrun your shadow.
The Litany against Fear, from "Dune":
"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."
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