To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/03/26 10:54
Subject: Re: [K-list]Osho.. and the application of criticism
From: jf
On 2000/03/26 10:54, jf posted thus to the K-list:
From: "jf" <meetjfATnospamemail.msn.com>
LOL...Mystress, I am glad you took the time to go back and re-read my notes.
I think the ones to Dani were better. But, as I am only right 80% of the
time (and that doesn't happen very often), I am wrong 20% of the time(which
happens more often), I am allowed a few mistakes. Like not knowing El was a
woman. Of course, if I was trying to be like her, I would know that.
Logical. Actually the person that I admired most on this list was
lobster...he really liked the absurbed. El's life is too full of pain, even
more than mine, although, I am jealous that she has a good connection with
nature. I only get to work with potted plants....boo hoo, now you can feel
sorry for me.
Okay, since you are guessing as to why I wrote what I wrote...I was bored
with the list and I am having computer trouble and have to get it into the
shop next week. I wanted to leave the list with a bang and at the same time
say what I have always wanted to say about some people. Maybe show them
the mirror of their ways!!
Smugness and egostical people always get to me. Probably because I used
to have a large ego myself (it is easy to get when things come too easy for
you), but I learned that I am just as important to god as the next person.
So are you!
I realize that I was infantile but most of all, mean, but because I was
blaming it on March madness...I had to choose to be that way. Now...I also
realize that I hit the nail on the head because of the way you all reacted.
If you had cared less of what I thought and there was no basis for it...you
would have just laughed me off. Just as I did to you. You just got too
mad! You see, I KNOW who I am and I have accepted myself. I think that I
will keep my story of the self-realised booger up on the wall, to remind me
and help keep me in line. You have my permission to keep on basting
away...I like the attention. :-) But, I no longer read Dani's missives
because he tends to get stuck on the same words...boring. Much love, Julie
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