To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/03/24 18:13
Subject: [K-list] Hate-Love
From: Marion Hanvey
On 2000/03/24 18:13, Marion Hanvey posted thus to the K-list:
From: "Marion Hanvey" <loulou_3ATnospamhotmail.com>
Dear Christopher,
You wrote:
you hate someone you loved hurt you badly because
you placed on to that person your own need for
fulfillment for the emptiness you perceived
within yourself.
When the "loved out of need" person leaves your life
you are left to face the "emptiness" you most desperately
sought to avoid by looking outside of Self.
The "judgement" of yourself is then once again projected
outside of yourself onto the person you expected would
Dear Christopher,
An easy mistake to make, but actually the person who's hurt me most in the
world is my mother, not a lover, so it was a leftover attatchment from
childhood. And since I thought I had unconditional love for her, then found
out I hadn't maybe it was a lesson I had to learn. Jesus, don't you just
hate the people who say you're responsible for your own miseries, if you're
a victim you bring everything on yourself, blah. And you're here to learn
lessons? I do. I spend quite a bit of time with spiritualists, in the
absence of many yogis here in Manchester, and they get on my nerves, saying
we're here for the development of the soul, and if life was easy we wouldn't
learn. I feel like kicking their heads in, there's nothing to develop and
nothing to learn.
I'll continue this on the next letter, because there was another point you
made I wanted to answer and I can only copy and paste one thing at a time.
Plus I've made a mess of hotmail and I've only got a quarter of a
screen.ssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Loulou
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