To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/03/11 08:36
Subject: RE: [K-list] Functioning
From: Tim Jerome
On 2000/03/11 08:36, Tim Jerome posted thus to the K-list:
From: "Tim Jerome" <timjeATnospamearthlink.net>
Some very heartfelt concerns and loving issues. This is where
the whole path leads us, dear.
I was concerned, because when I was learning how to open, it
seemed that it was forcing me away from my wife. I never felt
closer to my children; my changes seemed to bring me closer
to them. However, spouse saw my changes as threatening to the
relationship - I was 'acting different'.
With openness, compassion, and understanding, we made it through
to another level of our relationship. It took both of us, though.
Now we're into another phase of this work, and the trials are just as
big. I'm another one of those 'type-a' people; I finished my
undergrad last years, working on a graduate degree, and am at the
top of my industry (data warehousing). I have the admiration of
many professionals, some who are state government officials. This
doesn't matter, though. The K kicked in late last year, and my
life is following that, as well. I don't know whether I'll have
a marriage, live with my kids, or even be able to maintain my
work performance, but that's secondary. I know that what I do
enriches me, and touches the people around me. I have never been
in fear of 'having an attack' while driving, or even doing something
that would hurt others intentionally. I know it's possible, but
it doesn't work that way for me. Day to day sharing and loving is
the best thing I can do for my kids, my wife, and the world...
Love and blessings, and kids do ground you well. That's what the
hugs are for -
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< From: KKonczykATnospamaol.com [mailto:KKonczykATnospamaol.com]
< Sent: Saturday, March 11, 2000 8:06 AM
< To: Kundalini-GatewayATnospamonelist.com
< Subject: [K-list] Functioning
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< From: KKonczykATnospamaol.com
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< Hi all,
< I have been reading lately about getting degrees and other
< things that
< require going to school and functioning in a society capacity. I have
< awakened my Kundalini recently and I believe it is mild so
< far. But, one of
< my main concerns since this has started is being able to
< continue taking care
< of my children. I mean in a physical sense as well as emotionally and
< financially or materially. When it first began I had wanted
< to give my
< children to someone else to take care of and pursue a life in
< an ashram or
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