To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/03/10 13:55
Subject: Re: [OT] Academic degrees Re: [K-list] Mania and schizophrenia
From: jf

From: "jf" <meetjfATnospamemail.msn.com>

  I know just what you mean, Ville.
  I cannot complete my BA either, for I cannot even study for over an half
hour without getting extreme nausia and a spinning feeling in my head. If
I have to read something very carefully or sort out thru old papers, or
anything that requires concentration I get the same and have to go lie down
until it goes away. Yuck!! I cannot handle being around big groups of
people for long term either, this would not work in school at all.
   I also find myself cutting off people when they are talking but have you
noticed that their reactions and reflexes are also slow seeming? I find
that mine are very quick now. My hearing is more sensitive also. I have to
wear ear plugs at night just so that I can sleep. I finally have been
getting a good nights sleep again, what a relief. Kundalini does amazing
stuff.
   There is one thing that I worry about, I have to take pain pills just to
function and be able to walk around. I try to change the type alot so that
my system does not get addicted but I know the chemicals cannot be to good
for me. They do help with the extra sensitive nerves that I have and I
notice that I cannot feel the hot/cold energy when I am on them and that
warm water does not feel like it is burning my hands. They seem to bring my
sense of touch to a normal level.....I wonder how long I will have to live
with the pills though. The goddess does not seem to be in a big hurry to
take the pain away. Oh well... much love, Julie

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