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Recieved: 2000/03/03 22:13
Subject: SV: [K-list] kundalini awakening or mental illness?
From: Elisaveta Meyler
On 2000/03/03 22:13, Elisaveta Meyler posted thus to the K-list:
From: "Elisaveta Meyler" <elisaveta.meylerATnospamswipnet.se>
Best Paulo and all
To me, what you´ve been through sounds like a spiritual journey, which maybe (what do you yourself
think about that?) at times have been moving so fast as to become a bit too tough? I´ve been
through some rough parts on my own journey, and am working as a transpersonally centered therapist
and in the conventional psychiatric area both, and as far as my experience goes, somewhere, deep
down inside, it is you, _yourself_, who are regulating the pace of the journey. Maybe you need to
slow down just a bit? If you drive too fast, it´s easy to drive off the road, or have an accident.
All the best
Lisa Meyler
elisaveta.meylerATnospamswipnet.se
http://home.swipnet.se/reality_center
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> Från: paulo fonseca <sculptorATnospamyahoo.com>
> Till: Kundalini-GatewayATnospamonelist.com
> Ämne: [K-list] kundalini awakening or mental illness?
> Datum: den 8 mars 2000 09:52
>
> From: "paulo fonseca" <sculptorATnospamyahoo.com>
>
> hi to all this lovely clear mind people
>
> well let me tell my story
>
> i was working in a cafe when a strange man appeared to me to sell me
> some pastels and because they seeme very tasty i eated the most part
> of them and then i saw with a friend of mine that de food had hair
> but i didn´t mind much about it and my friend told me that hair was
> used in witchcraft or black magic but i didn´t mind about it and
> thought that it was a misscare.
> well, past a week i saw the man, wich was with a woman that had been
> in the cafe but i didn´t relate, and went to speak with him and he
> and the woman runned away like they seen a ghost, well once more i
> didn´t took to much interest about.
> past 2 weeks one morning i woke up and i was very white and i
> didn´t went to work anymore and i started to not eat and read books
> about spiritual things and began to practice yoga well until one day
> i found myself praying hardly and very skiny didn´t eat almost didn´t
> drink and almost died and my mind was in another frequency should i
> say for me the world was in my mind and i could change with my
> thoughts everything had conections and was related and had a
> misterious ring to it and i thought that i descendent to hell to
> purify all and one day my body started to go from one side to the
> other e i didn´t control it it lasted from 11 pm to 5 am ( a reality
> nightmare) and one day apeeared in my feet one stigma in each foot it
> apeared and a little drop of blood came out e slide trough my foot
> the first i didn´t see but my niece told me that my foot was bleeding
> i i went to the mirror and saw the same thing in the other foot.
>
> well needless is to say the psichiathric way i had to travel
> because every one thought that i was mad other said that i was cursed
> :( :| :)
>
> a year or 2 past and i began yoga again and one day i didn´t sleep
> all night and woke up in the morning like i had had a nice rest and
> it lasted for 5 months until i was commited to hospital because what
> it seemed tp me was a cataleptic state (my eyes didn´t close even if
> i stared to the light all night in that day at the hospital)
>
> well can you tell what the hell is this about can you explain what
> was it, can you tell what can i do withou everyone tell me that i am
> crazy because people dont understad what is yoga and doctors are the
> most blind people in the world even if you told them that something
> incredible happened to you they don´t care and full you with pills
> that destroy you more than they do good.
>
> well, let me tell you it´s been hell but i´m always hopefull of
> better days when i begin my yoga practice again.
>
> i practice alone becausa in my country portugal there aren´t masters
> or teachers that i know about
>
> let me tell you too that my perineum was active i think because it
> gave some king of bumps or i don´t no the word now it was like
> palpitating
>
> well, i´m recovering now but i am affraid to begin yoga again because
> i don´t i a life that permits me to do so, think that i have to go to
> some retreat to rise my kundalini
>
> hope for some answers and bibliography like gopy krishna book that i
> don´t know if it is in portuguese language or brazilian
>
> hugs e kisses
>
> paulo fonseca
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