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Recieved: 2000/01/26 14:54
Subject: [K-list] To Michael et al re weird relationshi
From: Marion Hanvey
On 2000/01/26 14:54, Marion Hanvey posted thus to the K-list:
From: "Marion Hanvey" <loulou_3ATnospamhotmail.com>
Dear Michael,
Only joking.......
Seriously, I've had some horrendous relationships, you've no idea,
nightmare! One became a stalker. A crazy man!
I'm sure it must be the same for some men too. Incompatible sounds such a
nice word, like "Darling I like coffee and you prefer tea"!
The worst thing that has happened to me though in recent years (I have to be
fair here!) was total betrayal by a very close family member, which went
not just down to the bone, but to the marrow of the bone. This was not
directly caused by a man but indirectly it was, because it was on his
behalf.
That was why I went back to the spiritual path, back to Yoga, back to Art of
Living, back to spiritualism. Took up Reiki. (I'm Reiki 1, 2,
and Reiki Master now, did I tell anybody?) I got Reiki 1 in person in
September, but there's a free all-in-one distance attunement available from
the internet, which I did on January 24th. If anybody doesn't know about it
and they're interested, there's another free attunement sometime in February
I think. I can post the links if anybody's interested. Which brings me
nicely back to my previous point. I went back to the spiritual path to get
rid of all the anger, bitterness and hatred I felt inside, because I didn't
want to carry all those feelings around inside of me. It's amazing what's
come up since I had that attunement. All the old feelings, but they don't
go to my heart, and I can breathe them out! Which is what I wanted to do
when I went back to the spiritual path.
Which brings me to my next point. I had left the spiritual path completely
as regards practising anything, and for years I had been told by various
psychic people that my destiny was to be a clairvoyant counsellor. I had
started to develop psychic abilities; mediumship, sensing and feeling,
clairvoyance, clairaudience, healing etc. before. But it starts to go
latent if you don't use it, and now it seems to be coming back. My point
is, did the universe throw these horrible experiences at me to kick me back
on to a spiritual path? I'm not being egocentric here, this thought occured
to me from almost the very beginning. Because everything seemed to be so
crazy and so out of character, like people were puppets of the gods. Does
this ring a bell with anybody else?
Anyway I can't think of anything else to say, except that Tony was right in
my case when he talked about pranic cleansing. (I'm not speaking for anyone
else here you understand? Just myself.) I knew it was that, because if I
couldn't do anything else I could still see the nadis during Kriya, and I
could see the negative emotions in one nadi going from knee to right hip,
like a big red vein of poison. I could move it from left side to right side
but I couldn't get it to the centre and out. Hopefully now I can. I have
wondered many times if I was on the right list, because an experience I had
with k rising years ago was nothing like what I have been experiencing in
the more recent past, it was just joy and bliss up the central channel. I
knew it wasn't enlightenment though, like Tony said, because I (my
awareness) was still in the personality and the energy body. It was very,
very nice though! Having said that, it only went to ajna, things might have
been different if it had gone to sahasrara.
Bye Michael I'm all talked out.
Love
Loulou
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