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Recieved: 2000/01/25 21:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] weird relationships
From: nancy
On 2000/01/25 21:07, nancy posted thus to the K-list:
From: nancy <nancyATnospamwtp.net>
Hi Loulou,
You seem like a kick in the pants to hang out with! Thanks for sharing
your story. Yeah, who knows why you're attracted to some and not others?
At first when the man told me he was getting married, I was sad and then
angry. I was all set to give him a piece of my mind for leading me on.
Then I thought that being angry and vindictive wouldn't make me feel any
better. I mean, if he's my friend, which he is, then I need to support
his choices even if I don't agree with them. So I saw him tonight, and
he came over to talk again. I was my usual happy self. Afterall, why
should I let someone else's life decisions bring me down? We had a fun
time interacting and strangely, we were closer than before.
I think the point I'm learning is letting go of attachment to a
particular outcome. It goes one way, fine. If it goes another way, fine.
Despite what goes on around me, I have the ability to remain centered in
love. Today, I thought how lucky I am to feel the love I feel around me.
I don't need others to fill me up because I have the ability to tap into
the divine source! It's funny...I used to worry about people steeling my
energy. I don't care anymore! They can have as much as they want because
I know how to get all I need! :-) Someone at work told me today that I
looked radiant, like I was in love. I had to laugh when I told her that
men never seem to work out for me. She insisted that I was just glowing.
That glow is the love pulsating through my heart, connecting me with all
that is. It's so beautiful to experience and feels so painful when my
anger, selfishness and vindictiveness separates me from love. Everyone
thinks that someone like Ghandi must have been so compassionate with his
message to turn the other cheek when someone injures you. He just knew
the bliss of love! I'm getting this now, but I'm certainly no Ghandi!
Even though I feel fine with my life, I must admit that I would like to
find a spiritually compatible partner to accompany me on the journey. I
know just what you mean about the wrong guys. I don't seem to attract
them anymore, thank God, so at least that's progress. It just seems that
the men I do attract and who are attracted to me are companions of
spirit. I would hope that some day I can find one of these kindred
spirits I CAN HAVE SEX WITH!!!
OK. I feel better shouting that out. :-)
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