To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/01/22 08:18
Subject: Re: [K-list] Roads to Rome
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/01/22 08:18, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
At 08:34 AM 1/22/00 -0500, LaurelSpringATnospamaol.com wrote:
>From: LaurelSpringATnospamaol.com
>
>I have experimented with varying things....I have previously attended many
>differing churches...baptisms...then there was the awakening and
Metaphysical
>searchings..energy work..Reiki attunements...K
>awakening..yoga...meditation..etc etc etc....and yes I have felt *something*
>at times a hard to describe energy feeling and at times an in love with the
>world feeling...emotional things..and maybe I cant see the forest for the
>trees
The forest is the trees.. it is not "this" or "that".. it is All of
this and that.. and more too. All of the intermediaries, are also Goddess..
tho they may not know it.
>...but I get really frustrated at times because after all the *stuff*it
>still comes back to chop wood carry water* and wherever I go there I am..so
>why bother...I bought my ticket and I'm taking the ride.....is that all
there
>is to it?
Yes. That's why you incarnated, for the ride. I don't believe in life
lessons, I believe in experiences of Being. Limitless manifestation wants
to experience all ways of Being,.. thru the illusion of creation. That
means you. God already knows what it's like to be God.. you knew too,
before you were born.. but for God, the experience of being an illusion of
Fran who chops wood and carries water, is precious!
This world is a dream of light, held together by love.. it is as solid as
you believe it is. You have spent your whole life believing it solid..
that's not going to change, overnight. You'd be scared, if it did.
> I wonder.......just my insane ramblings after this crazy week.....
>
>that stuff on the void really got to me actually...its kinda freaking me
out..
Yep. That's what it does. The void is scary in multiplied proportion
to your uncleared Karma. The fear is a safety fence protection to keep you
from straying there, before you are ready. Most people are not ready till
they are dead, and it's time to come Home.
Most people who NDE and come back to tell the tale, don't get as far as
the Void. They hang out in the light of "heaven" chatting with loved ones
till they get kicked back into the body. Heaven has some linearity and
individuality to it. In the void, it's all One.
Angels say "fear not", coz when they show up folks think they must be
dying or crazy.
( 3 cheers for western culture. If you talk to God, you are a good
person. If God talks back, yer bonkers. If you think you are God, you're a
cult leader.)
Ego cannot comprehend the void. If you try to bring your ego there it
will get eaten, like Kali feasting on Buddha's guts.. coz in the void,
separation is *not*. You are All that Is, and All that Is, is a dream of
Nothing.
Your ego's job is to keep you separate, so it is scared of the Void. To
Ego, the void looks like death and madness, being splintered into nothing.
But that Nothing is your Mother. The inside-out womb of Goddess, where we
all come from. If you surrender to it you will be reborn from it anew.
The most primitive tombs that have been found, were shaped like a womb
and vagina. The void is Shakti's womb, where we come from and where we go to.
Goddess, endlessly creative, always giving birth.. yet the empty nothing
womb space of the void, has no outside. There is no separation. All that is
conceived, every thought, every possibility is contained within, into
eternity.
I read a brilliant translation of Revelations, somewhere, that
interpreted the story as the process of Kundalini awakening. The final
image, a woman is in labor and a dragon awaits, to devour the child when it
is born. This image is often interpreted as a "cliffhanger ending", but it
is truly a metaphorical image, frozen in time. The Eternal Now. The next
moment, never happens.
The woman is the cosmic Mother, and the child will never be born. It
cannot be born. The Womb of the cosmic Mother has no "outside". It contains
All, infinite as the expanding universe. Safe in the womb, forever. The
dragon is it's Father, the mirror illusion of fear that creates the
illusory world of duality. Our own illisions of separation. Thus, the
forces of creation and the illusion of destruction are forever poised in
perfect balance.
Blessings..
Mystress Angelique Serpent, http://www.domin8rex.com
Vancouver, B.C., Canada. Officially the most beautiful city in the world.
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<<<< I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery
<<<< than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.
<<<< -- Harry Emerson Fosdick
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