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Recieved: 2000/01/18 02:22
Subject: Re: [K-list] Shaktipat?
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/01/18 02:22, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Cleaning my outbox.. found this unsent post.
At 10:35 AM 11/21/99 , winter mute wrote:
>
>On Fri, 19 Nov 1999 15:19:31 Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>Thanks for explaining this, Mystress. :)
>Very interesting and no doubt, coming from personal
>experience.
Almost exclusively from personal experience.. I've been
experiementing with energy since I was a teenager. I got a lot of ideas
from books, but if they didn't work for me, they didn't stick in my head.
Others perhaps do things differently, and I'd love to hear altrnate views..
I've experienced an intense two-way flow where I am feeling all kinds of
emotions flickering thru me as they clear, and the person I am working on
doesn't feel a thing, except growing peace..
And on at least one occasion when I was trance dancing at a pagan event,
in a high vibe state of no-thought I sent a casual blessing to a stranger
"Goddess mercy on your insecurity" a blast of light without Tantric unity,
and I guess I underestimated the kind of charge I'd built up dancing, coz I
later found out the flash of light had been observed by a few people, and
she spent the rest of the night trying to hold her mind together with both
hands as all her fears came up to be released. Ups.
I use a 2-way flow, 24/7 connection with my slaves, but being my slave is
a rough trip. I only make that kind of connection with people who have a
submissive personality and a taste for intensity, and enough faith to be
willing to make that kind of committment. They become a part of me, so they
get plenty of Shakti, and the processing is split about 50/50. They are
very involved with their own process, learning to clear and maintain thier
own energy, via mindfullness. The first few months are an intense
cleansing, then the process settles down to a steady hum with remaining
issues coming up at regular intervals, with the sine wave of the Serpent.
Most of my Tribe are Shaktipat Masters themselves, and they all know each
other, so every night we get together in spirit and take turns
Shakti-bombing each other for the fun of it.. :) For the joy of Loving. We
are into intensity.. :) The Tribe of the Fire Serpent is a little more of a
fire path than a water path, because we like it like that.
At the same time, I have a few friends who I don't try to teach or heal at
all, but when they hang around me they relax and get insights from the
ambient Shakti. Water path: effortless, but slow.
Then, there is the grounding site.. Goddess guided me to build it, and I
gave it up to Her.. and She has it handled and won't let me conceptualize
about it, coz any ideas of my weenie brain are bound to be limitations on
somebody's experience. I do know some folks have felt the Shakti as soon as
they clicked on the link, before the page had even downloaded... and that
person was someone who did not believe Shakti could be sent thru internet..
but I'm not allowed to think about what that means.
>
>What are your views on spontanous awakened ppl ?
In what way? Whether they have symptoms or not? I think first we have to
ask, what is "spontaneous" awakening? There is so much variety!!!
Having read so many awakening stories, I think everyone who becomes
awakened, asks for it on some level. Whether it's a higher self choice, or
the kind of "is that all there is to life?" restlessness like I see in my
clients, leading to knocking on a door that opens... in some way, they ask
for it.
It seems like they are led to some kind of trigger, whether it's an
encounter with a compassionate stranger, a comment from a book they read, a
movie, or a hike in nature.
Most often it comes at a low point in their life, because it is
desperation that makes the ego most likely to reach beyond it's boundaries
and knock. As my Grandfather used to say, "There are no athiests, on the
battlefield". Fate makes neccessity that leads to inspiration.
>
>Why are some ppl set to process on their own ?
Goddess only knows.. but I think it has to do with personality types. I
am so stubborn I was even born a week late, and I am not able to surrender
my autonomy to anyone but Goddess, and I am sometimes pretty stubborn
there, too. My awakening was lengthy and tumultuous. I fell into every
pothole along the path, and sometimes wonder if I am still stuck in one..
but the plus side is I got to know them intimately, to know the way out.
Other folks enjoy giving up control and feel pampered and cared for..
they are more likely to want, and be successful following in the foosteps
of a Guru or teacher.
>Or are we at all on our own in this ? :)
:) We are never alone, but sometimes it feels like it...
>
>Best regards,
>
>Amanda.
>
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