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Recieved: 2000/01/16 18:40
Subject: Re: [K-list] How's the flu?
From: Jenell
On 2000/01/16 18:40, Jenell posted thus to the K-list:
Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>
> I am feeling a little more stable than I was before, but I'm
> not "back" yet. Still feel like I'm wandering in the underworld, or
> something. Not in my body.
I understand tat. I've had for several years now had to try to learn to
walk a delicate balance of a state of being 'in between'. Its a wild
expereience. Better now, but for a long while the only way to describe
what I felt like was that I was 'out of sync'. Like a movie where the
actors mouth movements don't quite match the sound track. Or a set of
those transparent pictures meant to overlay exactly are slightly shifted
out of alignment. I can only guess at it, but my impression what that my
phsycial body and my spiritual body were not quite aligned with one
another. A really spaced out feeling. sort of like being really spacey
on too much cold meds, or slightly drunk, tho not the other feelings of
being drink, just that messed up coordination feeling. It was very
difficult to concentrate. I knew it was something I was going through,
don't understand it, just coped as best I could, trusting it would get
btter. It has. I still have to be careful, not spend too much time in
meditation prayer, or being 'into' myself, or it starts getting worse
again.
> I've never felt all that "sick" as one thinks of flu... just all these
> wierd symptoms. Easier on my mind to treat it like flu..
>
>
> >connection with that actually has the 'real flu'.
> Well, I hope it's not me wiping y'all out.. :)
> I don't think it is, I think it's just the present phase of the mass
> consciousness shift.
I suspect you are right. We noticed it conscously even if others, the
still 'normal' for this world, don't.
I remember a K-flare 3 years ago, when I *felt* the
> unity of all women. The feeling didn't last, but it was remarkable.
curious, I've kept a fair journal since my own awakening, do you
remember just exactly when that was, I'd like to cross reference that to
my own hourna notes, see what was going on with me at the same time. If
we come up with something that might 'match', perhaps others can comment
on if they also expereinced something about that time. There are several
time periods in which I felt i was experiencing something that was part
of a larger, global thing going on. If others would be interesting, I've
thought even of posting some about those periods, the dates, what was
happening to me, the dreams I had, which have some in something of
clusters around such times, and many of them, I feel, relate not just to
me personally, but to the larger, to what is going on on the global
scale. Would be interesting if we started coming up with some 'patterns'
we are all experiencing, wouldn' it?
I think
> that is what's happening, on a planetary scale. All the old rejections and
> grief between women are coming up to be cleared to make way for a new unity
> of Goddess consciousness. Of course, I could be raving..
no, i'm in complete agreement with you. The issues between women are
involve,d als a number of others, anything that involves imbalance is
undergoig major change, I think. The whole world IS, I believe, at a
major point of evolutionary change at the deepest spiritual level, that
will then of course become manifested in the physical, material world
level.
> Blessings..
> And to you,
Jenell
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