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Recieved: 2000/01/13 18:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] Really wondering
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 2000/01/13 18:37, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

At 11:17 AM 1/13/00 -0800, SmilingjaguarATnospamaol.com wrote:
>> Um.. before I mentioned being ill on this list, a quick survey of
>> friends and another list rounded up about a dozen folks or more who've
>> suffered.. it's a spiritual flu.. yes, a planetwide epidemic. Misery loves
>> company. :)
>
>I wish it could do without me. :(
LOL!! Too bad, we need you.. :) Has anyone else noticed that it
mostly seems to be the women who are getting whacked the hardest with this
stuff? Or is it that tough guys don't bitch? (no offense intended Robert,
but you do have some lovely fem qualities..)

>> >and the urge to pop it with no luck for two weeks.
>> Pop what?
>
>The joints in my neck. Ew...
Ah so.. since a few folks mentioned suicidal impulses, I wasn't sure..
my brain is pretty fuzzy..
I went to the chiropractor before I got so sick, and I'll be going
again as soon as I am well enough to leave the house.

>yes, I can't get them to leave my presence....it's like divine cocaine in
a way. People don't understand that it's not *me* they like...and if I
pull it all in and just be for a while they grow resentful of me. Ah well.
>
   No shit!!! The rage aimed at me by my ex-friend was a shock.. like a
baby's blind fury at the breast being taken away, striking out at anything
within range... still so angry after 4 years!! I didn't DO anything to her,
except to choose not to be around her crap anymore.

   I also have been getting unfavorably impersonated in chatrooms for 18
months, now.. Someone is going to great effort to persuade the world I am a
nymphomaniac Blow job queen who enjoys sex with animals.. I know about it
coz they give out my email address to their dupes, who write me looking for
more of the same. Now the impersonator has added e-cards and guestbooks
to their non-traceable impersonation options... and is trying to start a
catfight.
   I'm at the point where I think I need to put up a page on my site
warning people about the impersonator... bleah.

>Is it really, though? Or does normal life (physically and spiritually
speaking) after a journey through Hell seem so good that that's what we
think? Same car with a new paint job?
   My fuzzy brain cannot comprehend this.. can you explain in small
words? Also, what were the three Runes? I drew Laguz at Solstice. I
associate the lake with the void.
   Blessings..

 Mystress Angelique Serpent, http://www.domin8rex.com
  Vancouver, B.C., Canada. Officially the most beautiful city in the world.
8) :D ;) :0 :) ;P ;) :D |* ;) 8D :)
 <<<< I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery
 <<<< than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.
 <<<< -- Harry Emerson Fosdick


   

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