To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/01/13 12:16
Subject: Re: [K-list] Really wondering
From: Smilingjaguar
On 2000/01/13 12:16, Smilingjaguar posted thus to the K-list:
> Um.. before I mentioned being ill on this list, a quick survey of
> friends and another list rounded up about a dozen folks or more who've
> suffered.. it's a spiritual flu.. yes, a planetwide epidemic. Misery loves
> company. :)
I wish it could do without me. :(
>
> >and the urge to pop it with no luck for two weeks.
> Pop what?
The joints in my neck. Ew...
> >The heat has been unbearable.
> I'm loving the heat.. the heat is stable and relaxed.. it's the vibe of
> the chills that's had me concerned for my mind.. I'm not noticing pain..
> getting endorphins instead, probably.. but the hypersensitivity and the
> mood swings .. oy.
I've just completely ignored people.."yes, that's nice, but I'm really quite tired and busy" then go and just be. But I could see where if I couldn't get away from people....*whistling innocently and forcing the claws back in*
> I find it is the same. So much that I'm kind of a hermit...
I'm fst becoming one...my hubby came in today with a sticker for me that said "The more people I meet the more I like my dog." That just about sums it up, right there. That 50lbs. of unconditional love... :)
I think
> that to folks who want to grow and open to spirit, Shakti feels yummy..
yes, I can't get them to leave my presence....it's like divine cocaine in a way. People don't understand that it's not *me* they like...and if I pull it all in and just be for a while they grow resentful of me. Ah well.
> those that don't want to grow, it pushes on their resistance uncomfortably
> and they blame/project it at the source ..Brides of Hades, we carry the
> vibration of death. The wise know it is the doorway to the light, to
> rebirth and they draw closer but the fearful turn away cursing the demons.
> Blessings..
Is it really, though? Or does normal life (physically and spiritually speaking) after a journey through Hell seem so good that that's what we think? Same car with a new paint job?
Kimberly
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