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Subject: Re: [K-list] Really wondering .. Some Answers
From: Jenell

MHortlingATnospamaol.com wrote:
>
>
> Maybe other kundalini-people have had this happen as well: Not only does the
> shakti bring out memories of past experience but I've sometimes found that
> exactly the same outer circumstances appear in my life as in the initial
> memory/experience, - only this time there's more awareness as to what the
> experience really means and how I react to it. Karmic cycles and the burning
> thereof ?
>
> Best regards
>
> Michael
>

Wow, have i EVER! YES! That was strongly evident early on, it was as if
situations of past traumas were 're-occuring' in and around me in some
way, lots of symbol connected, and yes, definitely not just my own mind
'remebering' it, but events playing out around me and in my life that
were 're-creating' the traumatic event, triggering in me the opening of
memories of not only the event, but the emotional/phsycoligcal imapct on
me!

I recognized this at some point, and with that recognition, also
realized the 'purpose' of it, was to cause me to in a sense 'relive'
those events, those traumas, that I didn't deal with before, so i could
get worked through thenm now. Once i realized that, I began to take an
active role in it, see it as something like the shmanic principle of
'energy retrieval', going into those things, events, to retrieve the
energy I have been wasting on them, and retrieve parts of myself that i
had lost during those traumas.

By the way, anyone ever thought on the coincidental similarity of the
words 'relive', and 'relieve'?
Jenell

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