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Recieved: 2000/01/12 22:47
Subject: Re: [K-list] Really wondering .. Some Answers
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2000/01/12 22:47, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 07:02 PM 1/12/00 -0800, Christopher Wynter wrote:
>I will try to find words to answer what has been posted on the subject by
>both Jenell and Mystress Angelique.
Thankyou.
>I have found that for many, my perspective is a little different to what
>they have been taught. I welcome any questions that you might have, because
>this is the first time I have attempted to concisely put what we have
>learned into the written word.
Kewl!! Thankyou for your trust.
>This genetic memory is carried in both the nuclear DNA and also the
>mitochondrial DNA.
OK, so far I'm with you... I have been working with a simple paradigm
of "God the Father" .. unconditionally loving non-judgmental prana-chi life
energy, that cares not what form it takes.. and God the Mother: Shakti
Kundalini as the unified consciousness of All DNA..
She is very interested in our forms and our lives and experience, and
like Gopi Krisha sez, She has opinions about how life should evolve on this
planet.... She is the Fire Serpent. Piezieoelectrically glowing DNA. God
the Mother. Her unconditional love does not always feel fuzzy and nice,
sometimes She spanks..
>The genetic imprinting process occurs as the cells remember patterns of
>shock or trauma experienced by the body.
What Kundalini clears.. Karma= emotional baggage that limits.
>As the breath is caught, as the cells and the atoms and molecules within
>the cells "freeze" so this energy is not allowed to move freely and become
>trapped within frozen expression.
All my life my shoulder muscles coming from my neck have felt like
wood.. the mental pic is a child cringing from a blow.. now they are cold
coz they are unfreezing? Makes sense.
>If there has been experience of plain, then that will be the physiological
>memory that has been trapped.
>
>If there has been an enforced or encoded behaviour which traps the free
>expression, then "keywords" or symbols can be part of the imprinting.
I have observed this also.. in myself and others..
>Genetic memory requires and environmental trigger in order to "manifest"
>the disorder.
My use of role-play.. to engage the body-memories. I can only see Karma
when it's active, so I poke it into showing up to be eaten.
Goddess provides other folks to poke mine. Like my hostile ex-friend...
whom I used to hang out with because she was very difficult to love, and I
knew the challenge was good for my spiritual growth. However, her tendency
to behave unlovably eventually proved bigger than my patience.
>For forming foetus in utero, the environmental trigger are the conscious
>and unconscious thoughts feelings and emotions of the mother. These can
>set in place the basic patterns and beliefs that are followed unconsciously
>throughout the lifetime in this physical body.
Last time I did some healing on my Mother, I was working on her swollen
feet and traced ridged toenails back to where her gall bladder used to be.
She told me again the story of her disappointment when the Doc predicted I
was fem... told the story of how for the whole of her pregnancy, she had
wished with all her heart for me to be a boy.. she had 2 girls already and
only one boy and wanted another boy.. my younger brother, born 2 years later.
She mentioned how being pregnant with me, was the start of her gall
bladder problems.
I bit my tongue not to tell her, that her rejecting thoughts had
created a Dominant girl, instead... who never felt like she was wanted in
her own family... or anywhere else, until enough love from many, mostly
persuaded her otherwise.
:) Thank you all, for that.. :)
Rejection issues have come up again, in certain insecurities with
regard to my plans to create a Kundalini retreat center. Fear of rejection
makes it hard, to ask for what I want.. and what I want is for the
Government to hand over to me a small ghost town that they have already
mostly demolished, including a 400 room residential hotel in the BC
Coastal Rainforest that has been abandoned for 20 years coz nobody else
wants it.
So I have been asking to clear the remaining fears.. Goddess provides.
She has also provided me with a slideshow of the town to keep me
motivated.. it is very beautiful.
>The body has programmed within it, a number of cycles of opportunity to
>release this genetic imprinting.
>
>The first is the birthing process .. Where the experience of being squeezed
>through the cervix and the vaginal opening massages the cells of body
I remembered my birth when I fell into the void 3 years ago.. I was
born a week late and backwards, and I knew why. Refusing to come out, into
a harsh fearful painful world that hurt too much, already. I got hauled out
anyways..
I have also found that tight bondage enthusiasts.. tend to be
ceasarian births.. they are still looking for the experience of
constriction and limited movement that they missed. The soft thud of a
suede whip can be like the Mother's heartbeat.. profoundly transformative.
>At two years of age, there is a similar spontaneous Kundalini movement
>which if repressed, imprints body memory into the Hypothalamus. (the
>source of the terrible two's)
The plantpot incident.. rejected by Mom again..
>I hope that this may start to provide some sort of explanation in answer to
>part of what you have asked ...
Yes, it has helped to balance my weary mind. Thank you so much!
>and if you would like me to continue along this thread, fully exploring
>your questions, please let me know.
Go for it! That's what the list is for, eh? Blessings..
Mystress Angelique Serpent, http://www.domin8rex.com
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