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Recieved: 2000/01/07 16:23
Subject: Re: [K-list] Interim report New Years Poll...Love
From: Gcwein1111
On 2000/01/07 16:23, Gcwein1111 posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Hillary,
l don't know why your poll hasn't drawn more responses, as l felt it
posed very worthwhile questions -- and l've enjoyed the comments that you,
Jennell and William have made ( l don't recall the others). lt's probably a
result of reduced list participation overall recently.
l didn't respond at
first because l wasn't sure what to say. My k began about 8 months after the
terribly difficult ending of my last relationship -- one in which l'd forced
myself to let go of someone l still really loved. One thing l did which
enabled me to move on was intensify my meditation practice, and it wasn't
long before k awakened. At the time l looked on it in a way as my reward for
having giiven her up. l felt l'd done the right thing, suffered tremendous
pain in doing so, and that God was rewarding me for it -- and also that it
showed that l'd made the right decision about her and in looking higher in my
own quest. Little did l know what was in store for me! ha ha l've often
reflected back on my naivete then.
The descriptions that you and others have
provided about the connection between love and your k journeys sound
beautiful to me. l can definitely relate to this, although l don't feel my
own experience has reached this level yet. l know every k experience is
unique and is to be respected as such, but l personally feel it is incomplete
if it doesn't include a shattering and vast expansion of one's heart -- a
feeling of being in love with the world -- of even being love itself. Now,
from reading many of our letters to this list, one might think few of us are
experiencing this (lol!), but l suspect that alot of us are -- at least in
our better moments.
love,
jerry
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