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Recieved: 2000/01/07 10:00
Subject: [K-list] Wim's tongue mudra and Tibetan dream shaktipat ?
From: winter mute
On 2000/01/07 10:00, winter mute posted thus to the K-list:
Dear list,
Had an odd experience this morning.
I would like to hear some comments on the
events, what they could mean, if I have
interpreted them correctly, whether there is
anything to "interpret", etc, etc.
I know this is a long description, but
please bear with me... or just delete. :)
Kundalini has been fairly calm the last few days, perhaps due to lots of physical work
(moving).
But this morning, it did a lot of things.
First, there was energy going up into the head
and over the face as per usual this month.
But then the energy collected in a new place,
it came up from the chakra at the back of the
head and collected somewhere in the middle of
the head, behind the eyes.
I perceived the energy there as tiny white sparks flying about and the tongue started
moving.
I could hear myself make some odd sounds and realized the tongue was moving up towards the back of the palate and the nasal cavity.
But there was such a one-
pointedness of the mind, I was determined to
make it work and there was no discomfort at all.
On the other hand, there was a lot of bliss, determination, relief and a feeling "I"
wasn't doing a single thing, the energy was
looking after it all.
I felt quite safe and held the breath for a
while to let the energy work in the mouth
and head. I could hardly feel what happened
and I could definitely not have done that
in a "normal" state of mind.
I was reminded of the tongue mudra
Wim mentioned a few months back in connection
with the "sex juice" posts. I think this may
have been something similar, although I
couldn't feel any nectar in the mouth afterwards, only energy.
After the tongue mudra, hand mudras
appeared which again, I could not have done
otherwise, twisting the hands and clasping them
together so I worried a little the fingers
might break.
When it calmed down, I thought
this is it for today, I fell asleep.
Started astral projecting as sometimes happens
when trying to sleep with much energy in the
body, but instead of just hovering helplessly
over the bed as I usually do, this time I was
up and walking and creating things along the
way, feeling they appear in my hand
as I thought about them.
I passed a few scary looking mind
creations, but they let me stroll on.
Must have been all the nice 3D computer
games I have been playing lately which allowed
for better control. ;)
Then a dream started up. The dream setting was
a paranoid fantasy of being locked up
in a small room
by ppl having taken over some public
organization / institution, due to knowing
secrets that could topple the conspiracy.
The dream setting is not important.
A woman came to interrogate me and sat down next
to the bed I was in, by the headboard.
She started chanting and I recognized it as
Tibetan (although I had no idea what the
words meant). While she chanted, some geometric
forms appeared in the air as well as
some of the
concentric circles of light I have been seeing
the last few days.
Then she held her hand above my head. Her hand
was guided to three small chakras on the left
side of my head, one right above the ear, the
other at the temple and the third higher up
along the line of the
crown chakra. Then a huge surge of energy came
in from her hand, rolled around in my head and
went down through the body.
The energy rushed through me like a ball of
pure light and made all thoughts and emotions
disjointed and disconnected. It was as if
the mind disappeared altogether and only the
rush of energy could be felt, thought or sensed
and at the edges of the rush, even that could
not be felt at all.
The rush lasted for what felt like several minutes, completely incapacitating me
but without hurting at all and without
eliciting any fear.
In the dream the woman did this to make
me speak the secrets I knew, but all that
was just mind stuff, decoration for what really
happened.
My mind a rushing cauldron of nothingness,
I nevertheless managed to slowly form the words
"Give... me... more..." with the mind and the mouth, struggling to collect and condense enough
of the mind to say this.
LOL ! I must really be an energy hog,
I couldn't move or think, but
hadn't gotten enough.
The woman attempted to give me another blast
into the corresponding head chakras on the
right side, but there, the energy surge was much
less and not as encompassing.
I spent some time after that talking with ppl
inside the dream, trying to resolve the events
there and more time just lying on a bed with
energy rushing through the mindbody,
dissolving the mind like wind dissolves fog.
The dream setting disappeared
as the mind "disappeared" and the consciosness
floated away.
At one point I managed to say to
a dream character, the famous biologist
Jay S. Gould: I'm sorry, I would have loved to
talk to you more, but I can't keep my mind
together more than this.
The mind dissolved into the stream of
energy several times and then I woke up.
The chakra at the back of the head was warm,
but apart from that, I felt like normal,
with the mind relatively intact. There's only
a nice tingle inside the head at times.
What happened ?
Did I receive some kind of shaktipat
or was it just a dream built around the
extra energy Kundalini can send when the
mind is in sleep ?
Best regards,
Amanda.
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