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Recieved: 2000/01/06 23:48
Subject: Re: [K-list] Interim report New Years Poll...Love
From: Wim Borsboom

Dear Hillary,

Sorry to be late,... Bit busy at the moment, working on a good response to
your poll. Will be a bit lengthy I am afraid, but then you guys are used to
that from me by now. I want to write about how I felt love coming through me
energetically as traversing through the spinal canal and the chakric energy
centres, at each juncture, so to say, taking on additional enhanced
characteristics.
For me love was THE Kundalini thing, it flushed away (pealed off) all the
pain, anxieties, anguish and fears. It felt dangerous at first, being afraid
of love (I guess), because I saw that love in and around me was violated and
frustrated so often, and was associated with so much pain. To return to love
in its original state, I had to get THROUGH the pain. That was the most
frightening, but then I started to see the pattern, letting go of the
shackles, fear for the state of freedom, fear because I knew not anymore
what "free" was in freedom, It became easier as I became more daring and and
started to trust love's real energy as (first) inner strength that was not
afraid to expand itself in loving others into (secondly) outer strength,
strengthening others.
So,just this for now.

Love,
Wim

PS Hillary, When I was 18, when my first ecstatic experience and rapture
happened, I was so in love and it stayed for months. So much the same as
what you wrote, the tears of joy, etc.
Thank you.

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