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Recieved: 2000/01/03 17:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] an interesting experience
From: Marion Hanvey


On 2000/01/03 17:52, Marion Hanvey posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Jerry,
Perhaps nobody else received the pellets because they didn't need them. You
appear to have met a great soul.
May the Divine continue to bless you.
Lots of Love
Loulou

>From: GCWein1111ATnospamaol.com
>Reply-To: GCWein1111ATnospamaol.com
>To: kundaliniATnospamtopica.com
>Subject: [K-list] an interesting experience
>Date: Mon, 03 Jan 2000 15:02:05 -0800
>
>l had an interesting experience a few weeks ago. My closest spiritual
>friend
>(Elizabeth) is a reiki practitioner with a background in Tibetan Buddhism
>and
>a connection with some monks who are at a center in Bloomington, lndiana,
>not
>far from Cincinnati where l live. Elizabeth knows my long standing k
>problems better than anyone, and although her reiki has never been able to
>help my condition, she's been a wonderful source of support over the years.
>Elizabeth has a center which the Bloomington monks visit once a month to
>give
>teachings, etc. -- she always invites me over, but l never go, feeling that
>since my k condition prevents me from doing any spiritual practices,
>there's
>really no point in it. But l decided to accept her invitation to attend a
>few
>weeks ago, because her monks were bringing along a contingent of lamas from
>a
>monastary in lndia who were traveling around the US giving healings and
>accepting donations in return for their monastary. Although nothing has
>ever
>helped my k problems, l guess one never completely loses hope.
>
>When l went over to her place that Sunday afternoon the first thing that
>struck me was how much it felt like l was in a Tibetan center, as there
>were
>lamas all over the place --- it was a pleasant culture shock. When my turn
>came l was shown into a room where l was greeted by what was obviously a
>very
>high lama --- he was older than the rest, with short gray hair and a broad
>toothy smile that radiated tremendous warmth and compassion. At his side
>was
>a young lama serving as his interpreter who engaged me in conversation
>about
>why l was there and what we would be doing. As l sat there, l wanted to
>just soak in the atmosphere and vibrations --- because of k, it'd been 4
>years since l'd been able to leave home to be with anyone like this --
>memories flooded back -- in their presence l was experiencing a feeling l
>had nearly forgotten: my heart melting in reverence to a holy being.
>
>
>lt took about a half hour to complete our conversation and go through the
>healing ritual, which consisted mostly of saying mantras and doing
>visualizations, which l told them l could hardly do at all, because
>sustained
>focusing always causes headaches and stomach problems. At the end the lama
>gave me several tiny red pellets which he said had been blessed both by
>himself and the Dalai Lama -- he said to dissolve them in water and dab the
>water on my problem areas. As l was leaving the room, l turned and looked
>at
>him one last time and again found his loving gaze. When l emerged,
>Elizabeth
>was right there with a big hug. Her helper told me she'd been crying while
>l
>had been in the session, praying that l would at last, finally find help,
>and
>l was so touched that l cried too while we embraced. She said there were
>several lamas giving healings but that she'd made sure l saw this one.
>
> l left
>there feeling that l'd never forget the expression on the lama's face --
>that
>if that was the only thing l got, it had been worth it -- and l certainly
>didn't expect anything more. l didn't experience any improvement the next
>couple days. But l did dissolve one of the pellets in a glass of water,
>and
>when l dabbed some on my brow chakra --where l've experienced constant
>aching
>for 7 years-- energy immediately began to move there. The same thing
>happened
>with my stomach, low back and crown: my other problem areas. lt's been that
>way for 3 weeks now, although l've used it sparingly because of its strong
>effect. l put it on my crown only once because afterward l was headachy and
>groggy, and my stomach also has become upset with liberal usage -- so l'm
>playing it by ear. My chronic low back ache is also unchanged. But l have
>had more movement in my brow and crown areas than at any other time in the
>last 5 years.
> You know, it's
>really neat to have this supply of shakti water which l can apply on my own
>terms! So much better than having to put up with one of these fricking
>gurus,
>where you have to put up with all the bullshit and never know what you're
>going to get! ha ha ha And l've got enough pellets to last me for years
>.... or, in other words, all the way to self realization, thank you!
>(LOL!)
>When l told Elizabeth about this she was thrilled, but also somewhat
>puzzled,
>in that apparently neither she nor anyone else received any of these
>pellets.
>Who knows? l haven't really thought about it, and l've learned not to have
>any expectations where k is concerned. But after 7-1/2 yrs of pain and
>frustration, it's nice to feel hopeful again.
>
>
>jerry
>
>
>
>
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