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Recieved: 1999/11/21 18:00
Subject: [K-list] Ideas? Suggestions?
From: Jenell
On 1999/11/21 18:00, Jenell posted thus to the K-list:
Some strange 'developments' the past few days. Not sure what any of it
'means', but feel
strongly it 'means' something. Perhaps some of you have some ideas.
First, 'black things'. I began being able to 'sense', and often 'pull
off' of people, during healing
work, several months ago, what I can only call 'black things', the
person actually have a sense of
feeling me 'pull' something off them, are realized and feel better
afterward. The first time this
happend, I just threw it down on the floor at first, but it made me
uncomfortable there, so I
scooped it up and threw it out a window. Now, I mean I 'psychically'
perceive these things, and
they 'feel' like black things, unpleasant, yucky. And when I throw them
down on the ground, the
seem to just lay there a bit and then just sort of dissipate, like
little clouds of black smoke. they
don't seem 'intelligent' or sentient or anything.
Several weeks ago, I had a bad dream, in which I was trying to get one
of these black things off
a baby, and the thing turned and started trying to get on me, and then I
was trying to get it off
both of us. Awakened shaken, but wide awake, and yet, still a sense of
an unpleasant presence.
Then, and I KNOW I was awake, 'something' unseen briefly took a firm
grip on the end of my
foot, I was unable to rise up for some seconds. It let go, and I went
back to sleep, determined to
not let it feel it had 'won' anything over me. By making me so fearful I
got up, or anything, I
mean.
Several days ago, i posted feeling a need for positive energies. That
something is disturbing me,
making me feel the calm before a storm, etc. I'm 'sensing' something
seemingly 'not just right'
about several situations around me, BUT, every 'real, tangible' reason I
seem to try to check out
that might be related just doesn't give me any solid reason for it.
Several days ago, after my post, a woman that lives near me called me to
ask something about
her dogs. I know her only very casually, but I'm a groomer and well
known locally for dog
knowledge. She described something strange happening on her dogs, I had
her describe it again
and again, to make sure I was understanding her right. She described
areas of hair on the dogs
would 'lift and move', as if being blown by the nozzle of a high force
dryer, or as hair might do
after being stroked with a piece of paper, then the paper held near, so
the static electricity
would cause it to 'rise and move'. But there was no apparent cause, the
dogs might be standing,
or even laying, asleep. They react to this by shaking, as if something
tickled or something.
In the course of talking to her, I wondered if she'd hard I knew
anything about paranormal
things, she didn't. She said that with the dogs involved, something just
'told' her to call me.
I told her I didn't recognize that as anything i've seen on dogs, but in
my mind, I was very much
thinking, his sounds like some 'electrical charge', and of course,
without obvious cause, is it a
'supernatural' thing. But, sensing her 'apprehension' in her voice I
jumped out there and asked
outright if this had the 'feel' to her of being 'supernatural', or
'paranormal'. And she seemed
absolutely so relieved that I had, as she said, yes, but no one else
would believe her. she then
launched into other 'strange' things going on at her house.
She said her birds are acting reserved, stressed, too quiet, not eating
well, and her cats seems
uncomfortable, 'twitch' their skin and tails a lot, hide more than
usual, etc. (even during the most
active phases of paranormal activity around me, my animals never seemed
disturbed by it, as
hers seem to be).
she says things 'move' without reason, little things, like curtains or
towels fluttering, with no
breeze or anything else to explain it. But no one sees it happen but
her, but she has video
cammed some of that.
She is seeing 'invisible bugs', only she can see them as just the right
angle, no one else, but they
are leaving actually 'damage' on the things she sees them on. Like bug
chewings. These
chewings are like little 'trails' that appear as discoloration in the
grout of her floor tiles, and in
the paint and varnish of her woodwork. They have also done similar
damage to her leather
purse. She said she had put scotch tape over some of them, there's a
bug like impression on the
tape, design, but no bug itself. But I nearly dropped the phone when
she, getting bolder, when I
didn't act like she was crazy, she said, 'and then there's these 'black
things'.
She says she sees them outside, mostly at night, but sometimes in the
daytime, like black
creatures, first coming up out of the ground in her flower beds, look
like big worm shaped
things, or eels, then going up into her trees, and they take on the
shape of vague koala bear
shape, but they are just black, blacker than black as she put it, as if
they are absorbing the light,
a black hole effect, and they are eating the leaves on her trees. she
said the trees are starting to
look just awful. She said this had been going on about two or three
months. If she tries to get
close to them to get a better look, or shine a bright light on them at
night, they 'disappear'.
I told her I'd think on this, and gave a her a referral to someone more
experienced with
paranormal phenomenon than myself. Since I am dealing at times with
'entities' also, and am an
open medium, I was hesitant to go to her home where this is taking
place. She also described
some possible signs of beginning to k awaken, though she'd never heard
of it. Some very
'classic' the changes in her values and perspectives, difficulty
concentrating, thoughts running
through her head all the time, etc.
Only after the call did i realize that word for word some of her
describing what these 'black
things' were doing to her trees is EXACTLY as I've discussed with others
trying to get help for
an invasion of Fall Army Web worms that have invaded my own pecan trees
in my own yard!
And this invasion of worms in my yard began about the same time she said
her incidents did, but
she is seeing no worms or anything else 'real'. and they have just about
stripped my two huge
old trees, I'm very concerned about them. We've tried spraying, but
can't reach the tops, and a
tree service wanted far more than I could afford to do it. All I can do
is pray for an early freeze
to kill them. And they, too, come out of the ground as a larvae, then
'change' into the fuzzy web
worm form, that then is eating my trees.
Somehow, I feel SOMETHING in all this is 'connected', but can't put it
together.
Ideas?
Jenell
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