To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/11/20 22:12
Subject: Re: [K-list] Gurus&Sex Juice vs PRINCIPLE of Ecstatic Communion
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/11/20 22:12, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
>Dan Winter wrote:
>>I tried to explain how large scale harvesting of
>>human glandular juices, uv blue fire aura / ecstatic/sex juice , was the
>raw
>>material Sai Baba needed for Vibuti production.
At 04:18 PM 11/20/99 , Wim Borsboom wrote:
>When the amount of CSF (cerebro-spinal fluid) gets over a certain threshold
>some of it drips from the third paired ventricle down on top of the soft
>palate and/or on the back of the tongue. The sensation of the pressure
>release and the dripping is extremely sweet. This is what is referred to as
>'nectar', 'soma', 'ambrosia', 'amrita', elixir, 'love potion' etc. Not that
>the taste of the liquid is sweet, it is not, because the liquid is actually
>alkaline in its very nature. Its consistency is like Jell-O, or more
>properly stated it IS the consistency of jelly fish.
OK, now my mind is blown.. I have been trying to figger out all this
"ambrosia" stuff about sweetness, and wondering why all I've ever gotten is
phlegm. Kind of a post nasal drip and coughing up all kinds of transparent
ectoplasmic goop, especially when I do a lot of healing or my energy gets
low. Especially in the mornings .. I did a lot of work with one of my
Priesteses last night, and spat a lot of it into the sink this morning.
I know a few healers, who suffer from this annoying ectoplasmic phlegm
effect, and I have been trying to figger out why is *wrong* with my system
because healing gives me so much mucous...
THAT stuff is the ambrosia you all have been talking about? Jeez, I've
been trying to get rid of it for years... since I was a teenager. It
occured to me a few times that it might be the same stuff, but everyone
described it as sweet.. sometimes it does taste sweet, especially if I am
ill.. but usually it tastes slightly salty. Transparent, slightly salty
goopy ectoplasmic phlegm like a jellyfish that I break up with my tongue
and swallow, or spit if it gets to be so much that it upsets my stomach.
Years past, when I used to vision quest with Acid, I'd practically drown
in the stuff. My voice would sound like I was gargling.
It's been awful shooting these teaching videos, because I keep having to
stop speaking to cough or swallow the stuff and it makes my voice very
nasal when the pressure of it gets heavy on the back of my palate. I felt
that it was connected to getting input thru time from the people who will
watch the vids, but ..
I thought it was the mucous Dan was talking about, from my smoking and
allergies and the healing: taking on other people's karmic impurities.
<interrpution to ROTFLOL!!> druid just came in, and I shared this
information with him.. he said that he went to every kind of Doctor for two
years, for his cough, and the Doctor said he was coughing because this
wierd fluid stuff was dripping onto the back of his tongue and running down
his throat and he was coughing it up, and they could not figger out where
it was coming from.. >
<interruption for an hour of laughing kriyas interrupted by sublime
humor like "bless you my child": hork-spit! The truth makes me laugh
rolling on the couch hooting with tears running down my face as my universe
rearranges itself into silliness.... >
Along with the laughter came some interesting insights into my smoking..
The things I have been working on this year, is,
1: My chronic cough and getting rid of all this jellyfish ectoplasm.
2: Trying to unhook my emotional addiction to smoking pot + tobacco to
steady my ADD brain. Guidance said I'd have it solved by the New Year.. and
yesterday I voiced my doubts and gave them up to Goddess.. trying to grok
Dan's writing about addiction and K. and wondering where is the sweetness?
3: Rearranging the lines of power in my Tribe so thier emotional
dependence on me, which is functional for speeding the process, and a joy
to work with.. but also a burden that gets too heavy sometimes, is shifted
back to Goddess within themselves when I have taught them all I can.
I enslave people, who seek slavery in order to set them free but freeing
them from addiction to me when my work is done, is a whole other project.
Sometimes I have had to simply drive them off, like a Momma cat chasing
away it's grown kittens, and trust Goddess would take care of them.
This incoming information, has all merged into a gnosis of realizing I
need to convert the phlegm to ashes directly, so I can give it back to
people and stop getting so overloaded with esctacy from it that I need to
slow down my brain with herb to be able to type my thoughts.
Sigh. Becoming a Pro Dominatrix was not my idea.. I was very resistant to
it, but Goddess won. It was some years after I had started advertising in
international magazines, that a few odd phone calls caused me to realize
that the men who fantasized slavery to me while masturbating at my
pictures, were sending me thier sexual energy... and there were far more of
them doing so, than I would ever meet or know. I got a glimpse of a vast
source of energy that was coming to me, and went Eek!
Got some insight about why some porn stars have mental breakdowns.. all
of that energy directed at them, and they don't understand how or why or
what to do with it. No kidding, Marilyn Monroe was unstable..
I ws kind of horrified, I didn't know what to do with this energy, so I
set up a sheild so that their energy was intercepted before it reached me,
and redirected up to Goddess, so She could return it to them multiplied as
whatever they needed, and I would not have to be involved.
It was three years later, the other shoe dropped and I realized an aspect
of the structure I had not considered before. She did it. My redirection of
the energy meant that when the horny strangers looked at me, they saw
Goddess.
I hadn't intended that, and was again horrified, and I had no idea what
to do about it, because what people do with my pictures is beyond my
control... and these types of pix tend to be collectable. There is an
active trading market for back issues of the magazines. I cannot un-create
what Goddess drew me to manifest. So I gave it up to Her to handle and She
just laughed at me for worrying.. so I continued on the path She placed me.
I am writing this course with the intention of teaching folks to focus on
Goddess within themselves as a source of worship, from the very beginning
but if the oceans of phlegm that accompany filming the videos is any
indication... sigh.
Someone once wrote to tell me I look too pretty to be a Guru, and I
laughed and thought of Richard Bach explaining his love of beauty: "If
teacher is pretty, students pay attention."
>About Vibuti, I have been able to extract some of my nectar and was tempted
>to process it, but never felled compelled enough to use it in my practice.
>Jesus used the same stuff in his cures.
Now I am finally getting a bigger picture of Her plan, and I am seeing
something so ingenious and amazing that only Goddess could have thought of
it.. using the enormous spurts and gushes of energy that are aimed at
pornography, by horny men worldwide, and transmuting it to the most
powerful healing substance on Earth, Vibuti.. so some positive uses can be
made of it.
Holy shit. My mind is blown wide open. I have no more comments except to
ask you fellas, so, if these oceans of jellyfish phlegm my head keeps
producing are Amithra, spinal fluid and not mucous, how to I transmute it
into ashes so I can give it away?
Coz I have way too much of it, OK? that is what Is, in my reality.. way
way way too much... And that is not going to change, even if I changed my
name and vanished from the planet at this point, my pictures and writing
will remain in circulation for who knows how long? I might as well go with
the flow and figger out what Goddess has in mind.
> We should not transplace suffering, pain and ailment with the
>fascination of the miracle however inspiring, short lived as they are and
>hard to maintain by the fascinated as they are externally brought about...
>even if the divine source and divine enrages are implemented.
>
>Love, Wim
>
Ok.. but the thing is, people aim thier sex juice at me... and I have
been seeking the silver lining in all this jellysfish mucous and the
ashtray connection.. so please enlighten me about the process of making
vibuti so I can quit smoking...
druid's comment.. "well, you have gone from goat shit to phlegm .. that's
something.. " LOL!! blessings..
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