To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/11/19 15:17
Subject: Re: [K-list] Shaktipat & christian terrorism
From: Wim Borsboom
On 1999/11/19 15:17, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Steve.
You wrote at some point:
>Religion is ALWAYS a touchy topic with some people.
The following is not directed to you Steve, it is just that your statement
urged me to put in my money's worth on this topic. It was especially your
word "ALWAYS" that triggered me. So thanks for stating the problem so
succinctly. This post is directed to those people who feel threatened by
what I am going to write. What I am going to write is NOT meant to hurt...
But... if you feel hurt by it, you 'WERE' and 'ARE' already hurting prior to
reading this. Hurt was already your CONDITION, you are not currently aware
and presently actualizing your authentic original state of BEING SELF or
SELF BEING (unconditioned, thus free). If you feel hurt by what follows, you
ALREADY were forced into an external behavioural surrogate self, separate
from and opposing your intrinsically authentic and integral self. You had
already been forced to give up your freedom under duress. The hurt that you
experience, reminds you of the pain that accompanied the violation and
forced loss of your original freedom. If old pain and hurt gets actualized,
or keyed in by this or some following statement, that is to be expected.
What is important is, that, for now, you see the dynamics of this.
Hurting people think, yes they THINK that they OWN their hurt. They consider
that this THOUGHT is THEIR OWN thought. They consider the concomitant hurt
as THEIR pain, THEIR sickness, THEIR misery, THEIR dread. They 'think' they
deserve the hurt because they had it coming, they allowed it in, they
accepted it, they chose it themselves maybe as some payment for or
punishment from some unknown past event.... .... .... NOT TRUE, not true at
all... One has been FORCED TO BELIEVE THAT..., under duress. Hurt IS ALWAYS
brought about FROM THE OUTSIDE, BY A *SENTENCE (both verbal and judgmental)*
passed by an outside malevolent 'agent', a sentence that gets forcefully
engraved into the recipient's mind while being sealed in with stresses of
threats to life and freedom accompanying the sentence. These threat-induced
stresses are laid down in verbal memory units and passed on through the
nerves into the muscular system. These stresses ALWAYS carry the
characteristics of recoil AND catatonic AND compulsive behaviour, the
results from being physically, emotionally and spiritually held back,
constrained and constricted. The symptoms are most often 'tics', twitches,
spasm, shakes, convulsions, redundant repetitive activities, AS WELL AS the
lack and loss of muscle movement as evidenced in catatonic behaviour,
stubbornness, inability to move and degenerative(?) muscle and nerve
diseases.
Just an interjection here:
Three parallel and interwoven approaches to healing are needed and
successful. (1)SSRI type medication (because we are dealing with physical
chemical inbalances) will resolve the recoil, spastic and convulsive and
catatonic characteristics. (2)RADICAL care that accompanies the (3)SELF
RESTORATION (Kundalini) process. Radical care that restores at the root
through the restoration and fulfilment of the right to full and independent
living, unconditional love, unfettered freedom based on absolute trust,
uncompromised truth and forthrightness. Radical care on all levels of
being ---the physical and vital, the creative/procreative, the
volitional/mental, the emotional, the vocational, the intellectual, the
inspirational and the integral conscious--- will restore the whole being...
Confidence, strength, trustworthiness, love-and-mutuality, KNOWING, the
realization of one's divinity/humanity are its attributes. (BTW, instead of
SSRI type medication, martial art or like techniques work as well, provided
one has an absolute master, and provided that the other 2 approaches are
present... but martial arts may not be everybody's cup of tea :-),
Back to my train of thought:
As the 'sentence is passed' by the perpetrator, concomitant with physical
constraints and illusive threats to life and freedom, the victim is under
the non-abating power of the perpetrator's 'curse or spell'. Any occurrence
after this, when this victim-state is 'threatened' to be dissolved into
freedom, the original sentence with accompanying hurt and constraints, gets
reactivated to prevent the possible original freedom of the victim. The
'sentence' slumbers (with one eye open so to say) in the victimized
recipient, foremostly as an engraved thought, a thought that has the power
of an unrealisable curse. The thought/curse, is most often considered to be
self-originated (original sin) or self-inflicted (which it IS NOT), as while
the 'sentence is passed' the recipient is in a near total state of loss of
reality, most of the senses being shut down by the the constrainant. In
addition the perpetrator uses intuitive hypnotic techniques that entice the
victim NOT to remember the victimizer or that instil in the victim the idea
that victimizer is the sole agent who can can release the spell or act as
the liberator. Any threat to the release of this curse, the promise of
freedom, triggers nervous and muscular stresses as pain and hurt, the very
ones that were burned in with the 'sentencing sentence' into victim. The
seeming impossibility of 'sentence release' is very convincing because of
the surrounding and acute pain and anguish. Any hint to dissolution of the
sentence turns itself back into the anguish and pain that got instilled just
after the realization that one's original independent selfhood was lost, the
original freedom that one had prior to when the sentence was passed and
engraved.
Who brings this about, who is using these simple and crafty mechanism of
scare and fear, and to what end? Who are these by 'bully' type individuals,
faceless 'agents', unfeeling institutions, power mongers, people that prey,
etc?
Are you now wondering how all this got started? There must have been an
original moment in the history of mankind...?
WHAT IS IMPORTANT *NOW* IS *NOT* TO ASK THAT QUESTION, AS THAT VERY QUESTION
IS PART OF THE THREAT THAT NO RELEASE IS POSSIBLE. THAT QUESTION IS PART OF
THE ILLUSIVENESS, THAT THERE IS NO WAY OUT. The perpetrator eventually
always hides behind a personification of the illusion, the deception becomes
some original deceiver, evil becomes devil. Eventually this deception has
one believe and live the wrong philosophy. (See some previous posts.)
What is important at this point is, to KNOW mentally, intellectually and
reasonably the DYNAMICS of illusion, not the why, when and what for?
The modus operandi or inflictive method of such deception-perpetrators is
always the same and very simple. The words IF...THEN... always figure
prominently, notice the verbal content. Reward and/or punishment are part of
the THEN... section of this verbal construct. "If..., then..." are the VERY
words that point to the illusive character of such semantic tactics. The
THEN... reward or punishment part is never fully followed up on... IF it
would be followed up on, the victimization would lose its power and the
victim would be free or dead and as such useless. "What? Death?" The wrong
philosophy about life that COMES WITH with the illusive deception, it has
you believe that death does exist. (See a previous post.)
Let me repeat: The THEN... reward or punishment part is never fully followed
up on... IF it would be followed up on, the victimization would lose its
power and the victim would be free or dead and as such useless. Which proves
that these threats are by definition empty and illusive especially when one
can observe the process from the outside, from the viewpoint of the
disinterested, non-participating observer. The perpetrator ensures that the
victim cannot take the position of a disinterested observer by re-enacting
the abusive procedure ad infinitum. Luckily and unbeknownst to them, the
freedom violators, they are never aware of a built escape hatch in the human
being, the essential eternal self, which can not, by its very nature, be
threatened. The essential self cannot be manipulated, destroyed, killed,
endangered but it will *disassociate itself seemingly for a time being*
waiting for the opportune moment to take the body back. SELF may seemingly
disappear, but is so resilient that it will in due time reoriginate... That
SELF reintegration process is what we on this list call Kundalini. BTW the
'illusive society of freedom violators' predispose victims by ridiculization
and misinformation to prevent the only true philosophy of SELF to be
realized and dispersed. The wrong philosophy prepares the playground... the
field of Kurukshetra. Yes, we willingly fight the battle, thank you Krishna,
Deva, Michael, Martin, Jesus, Mary, Siddharta, Siva, Parvati, Hildegard,
Theresa et el. (Anyway my gender and personal history is showing :-)
To get rid of the illusion, the anguish, the hurt, the inappropriate
guilt... , to regain one's originality, one has to..... blame first... Yes
BLAME!!! NOT YOURSELF but some outside agent. (BTW the culprit is by no
means mostly 'male'. In my practice I find a clear 50/50 male/female
distribution of malevolent agents.) The culprit has to be identified,
pointed at, unmasked. Do not believe that YOU had it coming, that YOU are to
blame, that YOU must have been predispositioned for your loss of freedom and
punishment. One does not chose misery, ONE DOES NOT, ONE CAN NOT! Past
lives? Wrong description of the universe. Anyway, you keep asking, "Past
Lives?", is it there that you did something wrong? Let's just stick with one
life at a time, just this one suffices. Wrong philosophy anyway. (See a
previous post) Nothing predisposes you for this victim-hood, do not assume
guilt, etc., etc. Self-incriminating statements and beliefs are all
statements that the perpetrator/trix (the deceiver) would want you to
believe. They profit by having you forget it was externally done to you. No
self-incrimination is allowed on the way to regaining your FREE SELF.
Absolutely, no forgiving, no forgetting, no understanding of and for the
bullies. If something like that has to come (and it will) it will come in
due time and in a totally different context. Do not get tempted to be
'compassionate prematurely' (it would not be compassion it would be
supplication again, bowing to deceit instead of to the Human/Divine SELF)
So, no external compassion before internal SELF compassion. Regain self
appreciation on all levels of the re-integrating being. (All 7 of them,see
previous post.) One cannot play with the timeline here as, one cannot have
the wagon pull the horse, you come first now. One cannot be ambivalent
here... One calls a spade a spade. If anybody objects to this... this
message is for you, or this message is for them.
Start off simply though, try by blaming somebody else before you are going
to be hard on yourself. If you blame me for making you feel threatened, I
accept that, but then reread this post, and go back in time, who did I
remind you of. Could it be your father, could it be you mother, could it be
you sister, your brother, your pears, could it be your boss or bossix,
could it be your doctor, could it be your religion, some unhealthy aspect of
it, could it be a distorted image of of god or goddix? It could be anything
that makes or made you feel guilty. Do not apply excuses and way-outs for
them 'malefactors'. Blame me if you feel like it, if I make you angry...
right on, but do not stop with me... because you do not know me as yet, get
to know your bullies.
I have seen myself for many years acting the infringor, the power monger,
the perpetrator, the bully.... I have also done, for years, the
self-accusations, etc, which made me an even worse malevolent person. But
then..., too tired in the end to incriminate myself even more, the
miracle...(something beautiful happened... with me, my wife and son in
Italy, San Gemignano.) Eventually, I discovered I was infringed upon as
well, from very unexpected angles, those places where I did not want to
look.. where my blinkers were positioned.
Just some more mulling over:
Hurt in all levels of being and energy centers (koshas and chakras)--- (1)
vital and survival, physical (there is a story there), (2) sexual and
creative, (3)volitional, (4)emotional, (5)vocational,
(6)mental,inspirational) ,(7)affecting the integrity of one's being,--- is
always brought about under the influence of external, artificial and
ILLUSIVE conditions of rage, hypnotism, extreme shouting, shivering, fear,
threat to life or freedom.... external sentencing, verbal and the judgmental
by an identifiable perpetrator/trix. Notice the word ILLUSIVE, threats are
illusive... the perpetrator of the threats is not benefiting by executing
the threats, that way he/she/it would loose prey and power, the power over
you. No? What I write does not add to your hurt, it will only make the hurt
more acute, reactivate it, in order for you to see the dynamics. I am
actually picking at some of your sensitivities that have to do with
'artificial security' on different levels (7) of the human reality.
So yes, I am at it again, I have done this before. And, indeed, if you say,
"Who the heck does this guy think he is!" this message is meant for you.
If what I wrote is somewhat categorical, that is exactly how it is meant,
and all with... due respect. We should always remember that compassion comes
with an appropriate dose of firmness... because IN COMPASSION we love ONLY
an TOTALLY mutually and reciprocally SELF/DIVINE/HUMAN, the original total
being, utmost and foremost.
One cannot respect the protective layering of fearfully forced habituations
around the shrunk, seemingly lost or hidden reality of Being. One cannot
love it because those habituations do not love themselves. How can anybody?
The carriers of those habituations do not even love those habituations
themselves! We may develop some understanding as to the how and why, but
no... no respect for the un-self-respected chimera.
Compassion is not sympathy (in the usual superficial meaning) or empathy
(ditto) or feeling sorrow (ditto) or sorry (ditto). Fear-infiltrated
feelings, however well meant, actually increase pain and anguish. Especially
if they deal with the unwarranted fears of illusive threats to someone's
original security.
So Steve, you wrote at some point:
>Religion is ALWAYS a touchy topic with some people.
If some ppl. are STILL "touchy" on this religion topic they have to heal
some more 'til the touchiness leaves... When does the touchiness leave? When
one realises that one need not be enslaved anymore! Read the above...
Establishment-Religion by its very nature has to become redundant to its
practitioners... one person at a time... Religious workers have to know that
their FUNCTION ceases to be important for the reborn or reintegrated... one
at a time... I cease to be functionally important to anybody who leaves my
door being well and whole, in fact they discover that I already was
unimportant, just a hand holder, that is what the last handshake, farewell
and embrace means. And there is always laughter. Religion entails ongoing
redundancy, one soul at a time, just like a surgeon ceases to be important
for a healed client or is unimportant for a healthy human.
Religion is here, just in case, and for as long as it is needed.
I am here just in case, but I do not figure really!
A healed client does not keep going to hospital religiously?
If this bothers you read the whole post again.
The healer has a functionality of becoming unhelpful in the end, by helping
the client re-cover and discover that no help was really needed.
What then after religion? What then before?
Holy Communion, the New Jerusalem, the eternal Eden.
People who have read my early posts know my very strong religious and
spiritual background. I relish any religious and spiritual influence that
ever happened. I am immensely grateful to whatever healing processes that
have helped me regain integrity and help me to bring this forward to anyone
in need to venture on the self-reintegrating track.
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Love as always, Wim.
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