To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/11/18 15:55
Subject: Re: [K-list] deities
From: Steve Salter
On 1999/11/18 15:55, Steve Salter posted thus to the K-list:
Sean,
Experiencing what you did as well as being restrained and catherterized was
undoubtably terrorizing and humiliating to you. I am glad it is over.
Was it "bad karma"? It could have been or perhaps it was guilt feelings from
deep inside your psyche that came out as the K-energy awoke and began to
cleanse you.
I normally don't kill anything if I don't have to, I even pick up wasps inside
the house by the wings and take them outside most of the time. But, that is
just because I like living things.
I don't have a problem mowing the grass or eating meat and if a wasp won't let
me grab him by the wings I'll smack the shit outta him without too much regret.
It is all how you perceive things. Do what is good for you. As you know, bad
things will come back and haunt ya.
That is a highly technical analysis, I am sure y'all note.
-Steve.
Sean Nomura wrote:
> ------------------------------
>
> Date: Mon, 15 Nov 1999 21:18:08 EST
> From: DruoutATnospamaol.com
> Subject: Re: [K-list] deities
>
> In a message dated 11/15/99 5:34:20 PM Pacific Standard Time,
> anglfthrATnospamiamerica.net writes:
>
> << And so we nod gently and smile knowingly at one another and share our
> thoughts, 'Boy, is HE is for an awakening someday!'
>
> Hey Jenell,
>
> I think this one all the time. When I see how people have been / are
> behaving, I really wonder too...
>
> My awakening was AWFUL you know.. when I was in elementary school I was
> cruel to animals... poured salt on snails so they would dehydrate and die,
> stuck needles into them, and I even took a hoe and chopped two of them
> right at the 'genitles' while they were mating...
>
> So get this... all in the same night of an extremely dark night of my
> soul... I was somehow 'led' to allow my body to 'animate' by itself... and
> voices inside of my head told me what I was to say out loud. I made some of
> the most ghastly, hurrendous expressions with my face and my voice that I
> wouldn't have dreamed of on my worst day.
>
> I ended up creating this incredible, terrible drama with my parents. I went
> into a crazy, violent frenzy and was taken away in an ambulance... I was
> strapped down and I.V.'s were stuck inside of me. Voices inside my head
> told me that if I didn't break free of the restraints that I was not going
> to survive so I struggled with all my might...
>
> I passed out... and by the time morning came around... there I was ...
> terrible dehydration and no way to quench my thirst... I was so bad that I
> thought it was better to be dead. All I could do was wait and wait and wait
> until someone would bring me something to drink.
>
> Since my arms were strapped and I could not urinate by myself... you know
> what they did? Took this plastic stuff that looked like fishing line...
> right up my penis... I could feel it as it went up the shaft of my penis
> and into my body... such an aweful sensation.
>
> And so when I observe this, I believe it to be karma, returned with
> incredible accuracy. And this is not the only incidence in which I have
> observed this. I've done others things which seem to have returned to me as
> well.
>
> And so I have become so convinced of this 'karma' thing, that I would
> hardly even swat a mosquito today. ITS JUST NOT WORTH IT!
>
> Sincerely,
>
> Sean
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