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Recieved: 1999/11/16 17:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] egotism vs spiritual growth
From: Steve Salter


On 1999/11/16 17:15, Steve Salter posted thus to the K-list:

Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:

> Kundalini evolution requires learning to surrender, and act in service
>

surrender is good. that is how I grow. if you read any of my other posts you
will know that it took me many years to realize that all I have to do is
surrender, to let go.

> Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.
> Even as the stone of the fruit must break so that its heart may stand in
> the sun, so must you know pain.
> Khalil Gibran
>

He was SUCH a poet! *sigh*

>
> > If one is secure within themself than why the garish names and domains
> and so on?
> If one is secure, then why the need to judge it? :)
>

Kahlil also wrote:
"Shall I coo like a pigeon to please you,
Or shall I roar like a lion to please myself?
I sang for you but you did not dance;
I lamented but you did not cry.
Do you wish that I sing and lament at the same time?"

No judging, just questioning. I question myself every minute of every day.
Didn't think my questions would be taken as judgements or attacks by anyone
here.

> Betcha those same judgments are what caused you to back off and repress
> these elements inside of yourself, previously. You absorbed the energy of
>

I seriously don't think I repressed anything. I feel I reached a point where I
felt an equality with All (whatever that means to anyone) and I felt it
distasteful to play as if I was superior.

> she knew I was away at a banquet, so she picked the issues off you like
> fleas and ate them.
>

She's been hungry for something, that is evident!

> None taken.. welcome to the K-list. Blessings..

...and I feel welcome! Thank you!

Regardless of how wise or advanced or any state we may write about here, we can
always learn. Kahlil (see what you did!) aptly says:

"During the ebb, I wrote a line upon the sand,
Committing to it all that is in my soul and mind;
I returned at the tide to read it and to ponder upon it,
I found naught upon the seashore but my ignorance."

That is why I question...

-Steve.

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