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Recieved: 1999/10/29 20:13
Subject: Fw: [K-list] Mini poll--Progression of K energy
From: Andy S. D.
On 1999/10/29 20:13, Andy S. D. posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: Shy Person <****ATnospamtwsuvm.uc.twsu.edu>
To: <DruoutATnospamaol.com>; <kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net>
Sent: 30 Oktober 1999 0:41
Subject: Re: [K-list] Mini poll--Progression of K energy
> Hi Hillary,
>
> At 02:19 PM 10/28/99 EDT, DruoutATnospamaol.com wrote:
> >Dear List,
> >
> >I have a quick question for you all--
> >
> >How has your K energy changed/progressed over time, or has it remained at
the
> >same "level."
>
> I am not quite sure how to answer this. K has been very active and
causing
> symptoms daily since it began over 7 years ago. In the initial years it
> was difficult to go for a few hours without being aware of it, as the
> activity produced was very dramatic and almost continuous. It was
> difficult to suppress it throughout an entire work day, and there was
> radical activity in the car on the way home. By activity I mean
involutary
> physical movement (kriyas and mudras as well as body shaking and jerking,
> performance of unknown asanas, among other things), automatic or
involutary
> production of sounds, including mantras, singing of mantras, speaking in
> unknown languages, loud chanting of Om and other odder stuff, roaring,
etc.
> These kinds of things are less frequent and milder, but still daily
> occurences for the most part. It seems not that the energy has lessened
> over time, but the work it is doing has shifted as major blocks were
> cleared. Whenever there is a "quiet" spell, that relatively quiet period
> is usually followed by a dramatic jump forward into another level of work.
> Each cycle produces a period of chaos followed by a greater clarity, and a
> shift in symptoms as well as siddhis, or new surprising ways of
percieving.
>
> >1. How long has your K been active
>
> 7 and a half years.
>
> >2. Were your most profound experiences at the beginning or later on.
>
> At the beginning. The very first experience, the onset of awakening,
> produced an ecstatic state, the "seeing god" experience we all fruitless
> try to describe in many ways, and that changed entirely the nature of life
> overnight. The first months there were many such states, waking up in the
> middle of the night to transcend into ecstasy, or experiencing this during
> daytime meditation or a quiet time of normal activity, and these provided
> the deep, compelling connection which enabled me to sustain myself through
> the hell of major clearing which followed. These experiences were most
> profound in the beginning. Later there were occasional visions which were
> very intense. But these experiences were followed by intense states of
> exhaustion. The ecstatic experiences do not continue, but that is related
> to my stopping meditation practices to keep k manageable.
>
>
> >3. Has your K energy been intermittent.
>
> Not really. There has never been a period when I was not aware of it,
when
> it was doing nothing, that lasted for more than a day.
> It has been helpful to learn how to ground and slow it down through
various
> activities, diet, etc. My experience is that it has been roaring
steadily.
> Now, though, I feel there is integration of the energy which fosters a
> high level of clear functioning; in the beginning years it felt daily that
> life was hanging by a string.
>
>
> Thanks for the new poll, Hillary!
>
> Jill
>
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