To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/10/09 10:45
Subject: [K-list] The Lone Awakening: a Kundalini Poem
From: Pokimontaz
On 1999/10/09 10:45, Pokimontaz posted thus to the K-list:
The following is a subjective, personal experience of a K awakening. I write
poetry and post them on a web site. I just posted this one, although there
is a large background section on what K is, that i chose to leave out here
for obvious reasons. I found that if i didnt give the Cliff's Notes version
of what awakening was people thought this was a delusional story of being
chased and on drugs.....okay i guess???? I think this list will be able to
relate more and I hope you enjoy.
At my base there exists the scorching essense of life. her once gentle
trickle now resonates a cold heat through my body and bonds itself to Earth's
vibration to form our greatest matrix. She relentlessly carves her path to
reveal a universal splendor. Her cuts so fierce that the present shatters in
order to construct a future. The rejuvenated light within glows so bright
only a few will ever see; others remain shadowed by internal lies and deceit.
My mind battles to find the solidity now masked by her uncertainty. Turmoil
governs my emotions as I desperately cling to old weakening guises. She
gives me energy which no carcadian clock can control; insomnia and coma
fluctuate between periods of tremendous bliss and agony. Today I thrive in
acceptance of her light but tommorrow that very act jeopardizes my jaded
truths. I feed from her energy, engulf myself in her warmth, and find
contentment in her instability. My voyage not yet crystalized, although my
destination clearly within sight. Great pleasure embraces me as I succomb to
her plight.
Unfiltered perceptions converge on my mind's surface as she breaks the final
barriers of Ego. Each day becomes more intriguing than the next and
seemingly minute visions detail an entire world. No longer am I tied to the
illusion of physical, linear existence. All in all is all i am, my mind an
extension of Earth's life, my being shared with all that exists. I accept
this free exchange on energy. You are not me, I am not you but together we
are One...
They (people) have grown quite fond of the cage they're in, warped by
appearances and isolated by opinions. She will eventually awaken them as she
has awakened me, clearing the blockages in their souls and melting the
internal guises...Until that day I'll walk alone in opposition of that
collective delusion. The only one living beyond the hypnotizing mechanisms
of commercialism and preoccupation with external bliss.
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