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Recieved: 1999/10/07 10:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] The true awakening
From: kim fisher
On 1999/10/07 10:31, kim fisher posted thus to the K-list:
Kimberly,
Your thirst for knowledge gains a power that fist must
contain a stable foundation. You cannot build without
it.
In this time we do not have to go looking for it, it
finds the ones whom see fit, and are open for it. If
we left it up to us, we wiould never find the time.
Let me explain it to you like this:
I will use the title--- The VOID
When birthed into this world we were given a mission
long before we got here, As we were children we knew
of no wrong or right.
We knew that the ones that we would gaze at everyday
(parents) were the ones given to us as we grew up.
This world that we live in has changed us from where
we came from (LOVE) to being unsure, not trusting,
hurting, not having the ability to forgive one that
may have hurt you.
Born into a world of pain: The VOID
As adults, we teach what we have learned to ours
(children). How not to do this how not to do that,
thinking that is is right but only at our own thought
process.
As adults we search the world for LOVE, saying this
word without a care. Understand the true meaning of
this word. True Agape Love covers all wrongs.
>From the past to the present: It never questions
without a true meaning. It gives and gives it can
never run out of giving for there is no end to it, it
is Eternal.
It covers the VOID: it releases the spiritual power
from above. It fills the hunger, it gives All
knowelege.
It has "NO EGO". set this one free!
It cannot be contained, for there is no box big enough
to hold it, there is no department.
Healing ability that you have just by answering my
e-mail shows you forte. For it is deep within us all
Healing your self, first starts with first asking for
and then forgiving your self for all that has been
done "EVERYTHING" and truely opening your heart and
letting it "GO".
Understand holding anything in the does not consist of
the will has the ability to decay you from the inside
out.
Never allow anything or anyone from the past stop you
from acheiving your true and highest call.
Reguarding you 6 mons: There will "always be more the
higher you want to go the more you will deal with,
press forward never give in keep yourself grounded
watch how easier it will start to get.
With each new level comes new teaching, fresh
awakening.
The Light is the true way, we all live daily between
the two, it is our will to choose which path to take.
Never be afraid to step toward or in a shadow, for in
the shadow maybe a key toward a brighter light. We
will have many temptations per say, The trueness on
the heart reveals all.
It is what is truely within your heart, which will
unlock all the doors that you choose to walk into.
Kim (aka) Allahundra
--- SmilingjaguarATnospamaol.com wrote:
> In a message dated 10/6/99 12:24:36 PM Central
> Daylight Time,
> kim_fisherATnospamyahoo.com writes:
>
> > My question I ask is what is being searched for
> here?
>
> For everyone? I don't presume to know. We are all
> very different beings.
> Me? I have an insatiable thirst for knowledge. I
> was brought here, I didn't
> come looking for it...I never asked for awakened K,
> I never knew what it was.
> Perhaps that lack of striving for it to happen
> makes me a bit quieter on the
> "what are we looking for?" department.
>
> What do you do when you get
> > there?
>
> I don't know. My journey never ends. *hearing This
> is the Song that never
> ends in my head* Is there even a destination, or is
> it a construction to
> comfort the ego?
>
> Are you looking to achive something here?
>
> To do my part for balance in the world.
>
> > Or just to hang out for the moment?. Then
> return?.
>
> I don't think it's possible to get to the
> destination with that intent. A
> false destination, or something that seems like it,
> but the real thing? No.
>
> > Can someone out there, truely answer this
> question:
> > What do you plan to do with the spiritual power
> that
> > you may have the ability to get?
>
> To help out mother earth...help re-balance her
> again. As Thunder told me,
> "Perfection is something that must be maintained,
> lest trophies gather dust
> as humans gather ego. The world must be rained
> upon...everything requires
> maintainence."
>
> People? Well, they're rather secondary. No people
> without mother earth to
> care for them...maintain them if you will.
>
> > We can search and search, try this try that. Can
> you
> > look deep within yourself to truely say it will
> be
> > given back out to the ones that truely need the
> > healing.
>
> Yes. With no hesitation. Yes.
>
> > This is healing ability that is given out here.
> We
> > travel many different roads to find our path, we
> > stumble and fall but as long as we may know our
> true
> > foundation we can never be moved.
>
> Healing has never been my forte...at least people
> wise. Animals, plants, the
> energetic balance of mother earth...no problem to
> help with. People? Very
> difficult territory for me. Even harder is healing
> myself.
>
> > This power cannot be contained within it "must"
> be
> > given out to others, if contained you will find
> > yourself in a big mess, heart problems, twiches,
> not
> > sleeping, not eating.
>
> I don't see this as the result of power contained,
> but of energy mis-managed.
> It takes some getting used to, but it's actually
> simple to control the
> energy enough to avoid these complications. Given,
> six months of hell to
> figure it out.....
>
> > We can GO as far back in time as we want but
> these
> > words were spoken to me as a "TRUE DECENDENT
> SHAMA"
> > when you open your heart and "STEP INTO THE
> LIGHT" all
> > else will follow.
>
> I don't believe in following just the light. A
> pleasurable, but unbalanced
> way to live. I must know my own shadow...I walk the
> line between the two
> daily.
>
> Blessings,
> Kimberly
>
=====
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