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Recieved: 1999/10/06 16:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] The true awakening
From: Smilingjaguar
On 1999/10/06 16:07, Smilingjaguar posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 10/6/99 12:24:36 PM Central Daylight Time,
kim_fisherATnospamyahoo.com writes:
> My question I ask is what is being searched for here?
For everyone? I don't presume to know. We are all very different beings.
Me? I have an insatiable thirst for knowledge. I was brought here, I didn't
come looking for it...I never asked for awakened K, I never knew what it was.
Perhaps that lack of striving for it to happen makes me a bit quieter on the
"what are we looking for?" department.
What do you do when you get
> there?
I don't know. My journey never ends. *hearing This is the Song that never
ends in my head* Is there even a destination, or is it a construction to
comfort the ego?
Are you looking to achive something here?
To do my part for balance in the world.
> Or just to hang out for the moment?. Then return?.
I don't think it's possible to get to the destination with that intent. A
false destination, or something that seems like it, but the real thing? No.
> Can someone out there, truely answer this question:
> What do you plan to do with the spiritual power that
> you may have the ability to get?
To help out mother earth...help re-balance her again. As Thunder told me,
"Perfection is something that must be maintained, lest trophies gather dust
as humans gather ego. The world must be rained upon...everything requires
maintainence."
People? Well, they're rather secondary. No people without mother earth to
care for them...maintain them if you will.
> We can search and search, try this try that. Can you
> look deep within yourself to truely say it will be
> given back out to the ones that truely need the
> healing.
Yes. With no hesitation. Yes.
> This is healing ability that is given out here. We
> travel many different roads to find our path, we
> stumble and fall but as long as we may know our true
> foundation we can never be moved.
Healing has never been my forte...at least people wise. Animals, plants, the
energetic balance of mother earth...no problem to help with. People? Very
difficult territory for me. Even harder is healing myself.
> This power cannot be contained within it "must" be
> given out to others, if contained you will find
> yourself in a big mess, heart problems, twiches, not
> sleeping, not eating.
I don't see this as the result of power contained, but of energy mis-managed.
It takes some getting used to, but it's actually simple to control the
energy enough to avoid these complications. Given, six months of hell to
figure it out.....
> We can GO as far back in time as we want but these
> words were spoken to me as a "TRUE DECENDENT SHAMA"
> when you open your heart and "STEP INTO THE LIGHT" all
> else will follow.
I don't believe in following just the light. A pleasurable, but unbalanced
way to live. I must know my own shadow...I walk the line between the two
daily.
Blessings,
Kimberly
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