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Recieved: 1999/09/23 10:45
Subject: Re: [K-list] mutate and survive (was recycling)
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/09/23 10:45, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 07:56 AM 9/22/99 , PokimontazATnospamaol.com wrote:
>LyN >And how it became easier for me to "see through" these many
> > masks worn by people and in advertisements.
>
> LeTee >>What is it you saw when the masks were torn away? >>
>Sometimes what you feel from a person is differnt than what the eyes see.
>I'm sure we've all had friends that can tell when we say fine and the
>differnce when we actually mean it. That's part of lifing the "masks."
When I take on a student, I look within them and see their perfected
selves.. how they were "meant" to be.. then I chip away all the masks till
that person comes out.
Last night I was playing the mirror game with a client. I said something
and she said "you sound like Shell Buzzy".. a local TV handyman. I thought
about him for a minute, then she said, "Now you look like Shell Buzzy..!!"
Tuning in on him I morphed into him unawares.
> But
>people tend to feel more confident in "reading" these differneces once they
>know they person on a personal level.
Seems to me like it ain't polite to use your ESP to analyse strangers and
tell them what you think of them, unless they ask.. and if they don't know
you, they won't ask.
> Rarely do we hear of a person walking
>past another and being able to fear/interpret the radiation which is
>different from what the person actually sees. For some reason we have an
>inclination to ignore those radiations. Or maybe we are too consumed with
>montioring our own radiations that we can't feel others?
try it.. you won't like it. You don't wanna be walking down the street
feeling the fears and troubles of everyone you walk by.. it gets to be
information overload pretty quick... all the troubles of the world, on your
shoulders.
When their are no ego boundaries left, to shield you, you'll wanna reside
in the heart and see everything thru it's rose colored glasses of
unconditional love... other wise it is too much pain.
> Sticking to those lines I thnk maybe we sometimes do things in an
>attempt to FORCE others to feel us rather than just see us. In my case I
>have a few piercings...which people make judgements on. They see them and
>dont have the ability to feel me. I refuse to take them out! Maybe this is
>my own little attempt at forcing them to see past the rings? I dont
know...I
>never really gave it much thought til now. Maybe someone else has an
opinion?
ROTFLOL!!!
Yes, precisely.. for me, the effect is to enhance the effects of
"Natural selection".
Time is linear. On the higher levels, in the abstract I can love the
whole world, but here in linearity there are 24 hours in a day, and I want
to spend that time with folks who love me for the totality of who I am, as
best as they can perceive it.
Natural selection helps me to prioritize who I spend time with.
I have a leather wardrobe and a bitch Goddess image, and the folks who
cannot see past it, I probably don't wanna know. It is an aspect of myself,
not a mask, but it is exaggerated into a carefully calculated image
designed to scare away those who cannot connect to me on a feeling level.
It is a predator deterrent. Most predators won't attack something that
looks like it might fight back and possibly win. Simple as putting up a
plastic owl, to keep the pigeons away. A scare crow to keep crows away from
the cornfield.
I have too much fun with it, to think of it as a fear-separation
structure.. a filter system, yes.. but folks have reacted oddly to me all
my life, as the Shakti-field affects them in spite of my best attempts to
be a "nice grrrl" whom everybody loves. It was when I gave up trying to
control what other people think of me, realizing the reactions were not and
had never been logically based, that I started to have fun with my image,
and make use of it.
Folks who cannot feel me, will decide I am a crazy woman and go away, and
not waste my time.
Those who feel my energy, don't react to my image in the same way.. it's
more like, "oh, that's interesting.. you feel so different than you
appear... kewl".
There are a few in the middle, who feel the energy and react to the
image, both.. and it gives them confusion so they hand the confusion over
to me to eat. Usually the content of it is sexual repression, abuse
history, or a limiting cultural belief that sexuality cannot be sacred. My
manifestation draws them to me curiously to absorb the information. Still
others fall inexplicably in love.. they are drawn to me beyond logic, and
these I know are being drawn by their higher self.
Last year I put up a tent at a psychic fair and did some awakenings and
what not, by donation. I put up a simple circle to work in, to have peace
to focus in the noisy room.. and during the day without my realizing it,
the ascended Masters who were hanging around expanded it till it covered
most of the aisle. I figgered they knew what they were doing, and left it..
Watching folks react to it, the next day was fascinating. A few people
stopped right on the edge of it 4' away and stared at me with wide eyes.
Some were drawn right in close, others were bumping into the table
opposite, to unconsciously skirt around the edges. I pulled the circle in
closer so it wasn't blocking the aisle anymore.. to be polite.
I had some friends who were selling jewelry at another table, and they
were much amused by folks reactions when they referred folks to me. One
woman actually made a cross with her fingers like warding off a vampire. I
was wearing a black robe, but a very pretty one, raw silk with lace edges..
to some folks, my vibe feels like death to egos crawling up the back of
their neck with cold feet. I find a certain safety in offering them an
"obvious" explanation to pin it on, (crazy sadistic bitch) coz otherwise
they make up stuff that is much weirder. I let them put me in a pigeonhole
and go on their way, so I have more time for the folks I can connect with.
When I went visiting the other tables, a few people asked me if there was
photographs being taken in my corner, coz they kept seeing bright flashes
of white light out of the corner of their eyes.. :) Made me giggle.. the
cat faced aliens have the third eye flashbulb effect..
><<Thank goodness for the K-list. I'm glad you are here! >>
I am glad you are here!! The K-list would be nothing without members
sharing of themselves. :)
>I have to admit that before i knew of the list I was a closed in confused
>mess...now....i am an open confused mess ...Aint life and cyclic natures
grand?! hehe
>
>LyN
Confusion is necessary before there is room for new ideas..
The list is very cyclical. If my posts often seem to sum up a thread, it is
coz I have seen the same debates over and over, and seen them come
eventually to the same conclusions over and over, only to come up again
with equal vigor a few months later when there are enough new members to
sustain a new debate. If I get bored with the repeats then I lurk for a
while, but I've come to appreciate the cycles.
The communication is the purpose.. the energy we share is more important
than the words we use to convey it. Blessings..
Mystress Angelique Serpent, http://www.domin8rex.com
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