To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/09/22 07:56
Subject: Re: [K-list] mutate and survive (was recycling)
From: Pokimontaz
On 1999/09/22 07:56, Pokimontaz posted thus to the K-list:
LyN >And how it became easier for me to "see through" these many
> masks worn by people and in advertisements.
LeTee >>What is it you saw when the masks were torn away? >>
I consider masks to be the multitude of guises used by individuals in an
attempt to cover something up, for whatever reason they desire to cover
themselves up anyway. Guises are not just physical such as clothing and
stuff it is also but they tend to act differently, speak differently...
People are constructed by many levels. Principally you can see them
(physically with eyes), and feel them(the energy that they radiate).
Sometimes what you feel from a person is differnt than what the eyes see.
I'm sure we've all had friends that can tell when we say fine and the
differnce when we actually mean it. That's part of lifing the "masks." But
people tend to feel more confident in "reading" these differneces once they
know they person on a personal level. Rarely do we hear of a person walking
past another and being able to fear/interpret the radiation which is
different from what the person actually sees. For some reason we have an
inclination to ignore those radiations. Or maybe we are too consumed with
montioring our own radiations that we can't feel others?
As my consumption with myself has gradually decreased I have gradually gained
the ability to feel people more readily. I used to believe in the saying
"what u see is what u get." I think because I was unable to feel people and
could not distinguish between what I saw and that they might be covering
things up inside. We want to believe that people are as we perceive them to
be but its not aways true.
It's hard to specify what i have seen. I mean there are so many people in
the world. I have been surprised a few occasions of what a drastic
difference there ahve been. It is funny though as i think about these things
that...I am not afraid to tlak to people that would otherwise LOOK
unapproachable--there are of course people who radiate things which i am
uncomfortable with (i.e some murderers, child molesters..those types)--but as
I continue to talk to these people i gain their trust and they eventually
"show" physically what i have felt of them the whole time. Guises in a way
are a fear thing...they fear what others think. I apparently establish that
I dont really care what they are and allow me to see it (hehe i saw it
anyway). I think I radiate vibes that say "i am nonjudgemental" becuz boy do
i attract some weirdos. Nice weirdos mind u but people who under normal
circumstances whom i would not have talked to..or radiated vibes too that it
was okay to approach me. I have friends with people of all backgrounds...I
have found that some of these same people are very selective. Hang with your
own kind type of mentality; yet they all talk to me. I am every kind i
guess, which is not at all bad.
I guess I need an example right? I remember walking downtown to go to the
library and going past a group of "thugs." They were obvious gang members,
the type of people my mom used to tell me to stay away from. I glanced past
the group just to make sure that i was not in any immediate danger of the
group. One guy caught my eye and I KNEW that sometime soon i would make
"contact" with him. Our apprently divergent paths would cross for some
reason or another. Later I left the library and as i walked past where the
group had been he still remained. He approached me as I knew he would. As
he walked closer his vibes became stronger. Somehow I knew that despite his
appearance and actions I was not in any harm of him. I could see that and I
could feel that underneath this was something different. After awhile we
exchanged phone numbers and continued to talk. Inactuality he was not the
hardcore uncaring thug that roamed the street that day...he was very pleasent
and respectful...a far cry from what he exhibits with his friends thats for
sure. Some people may say that he was just doing anything he thought would
work in order to un some game on me....funny though he never tried.
Upon thinking about this now I have come to a conclusion, mostly about
myself. I thnk deep iniside we desire for our outsides to match our
insides...we dont like the guises and they are such and energy stealer
anyway. Sticking to those lines I thnk maybe we sometimes do things in an
attempt to FORCE others to feel us rather than just see us. In my case I
have a few piercings...which people make judgements on. They see them and
dont have the ability to feel me. I refuse to take them out! Maybe this is
my own little attempt at forcing them to see past the rings? I dont know...I
never really gave it much thought til now. Maybe someone else has an opinion?
<<Think about this... if we give away (something) in order to receive it for
ourself, (giving and receiving are the same) would you want to give away
something you do not quite understand? If so, then what you will receive is
misunderstanding from another.... and continue to be in that same state
yourself. >>
Exactly!
<<Thank goodness for the K-list. I'm glad you are here! >>
I have to admit that before i knew of the list i was a closed in confused
mess...now....i am an open confused mess communicating the mess with others
who are to some degree a bit more or less confused than I..and through such
communication we become MORE confused and then we come to some sort of
agreement and are satisfied until someone else comes along and starts the
MESS all over again :) Aint life and cyclic natures grand?! hehe
LyN
And god said "let there be light." the in little print he wrote "terms and
conditions subject to change with no notification necessary. location and
quality of said light subject to inidual bulbs purchased. bulbs may be
earned not purchased. They may be earned by unidentified "special"`people by
unspecified means."
I think thats where lawyers get it from :)
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