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Recieved: 1999/09/22 06:39
Subject: Re: [K-list] mutate and survive (was recycling)
From: Leteegee
On 1999/09/22 06:39, Leteegee posted thus to the K-list:
tg> I agree in a sense. But if you receive a truth that gives you peace,
then
> share it! That is how you keep it for yourself - by giving it away. >>>>
Lyn:> But sometimes we receive a truth that doesnt quite "fit" what we have
always
> > believed as the truth.
Right. When I said the above, I was talking about info coming in --
internally or externally -- that gives you peace, instead of fear. If a
truth doesn't quite fit (like your example with Galileo), then you are still
feeling fearful in some way. This we don't want to share until we can prove
it or know it to be true.
>Like when Galileo (???? maybe him whoever..person
> is beside the point) proposed the earth was round. It was against
> everything he "knew" as truth. It was mathematically plausible yet defied
present
> dogma. Before he could go around telling everyone "hey people the world
> isnt flat...its round" he had to prove it inside himself and settle the
battle
> there. He desperately wanted to let go of old apparently false beliefs
but
> it wasnt easy. Thats kinda how i think we feel sometimes. especially as
> it realtes to Ego (well at least for me anyway).
I think you make a good point here. I eventually began looking for some kind
of confirmation to any info I received. Then that wasn't quite good enough,
as another could be as delusional as I was possibly. I wanted to experience
it... discover it for myself. I'll take the info I have received and
demonstrate it, to see if it works in my life. If it does and makes me more
peaceful and one with myself, it stays. If it doesn't, well usually I'll
keep trying to go down that same road again and again (since I'm hardheaded),
until I finally realize, it just ain't working in my life... and I'll give it
up.
>I started looking at the world in a differnt light...it slowly seemed
that too much was based on the "outside" and the way we perceived them to be
rather than the way they actually were.
Great!
>And how it became easier for me to "see through" these many
> masks worn by people and in advertisements.
What is it you saw when the masks were torn away?
>As I started to think about
> these things I'd try to discuss it with friends and associates and most
said
> i worried too much or looked too deeply into things. It was like i had
> discovered the earth was round and noone really cared or wanted to
believe.
You felt like Galileo before he had proof. I can understand your dilemma.
The question would be, what is it would I share then? Is it things like
this, that I don't understand and I still feel separate from myself? You
cannot truly share what comes from ego -- a feeling of separateness.
Think about this... if we give away (something) in order to receive it for
ourself, (giving and receiving are the same) would you want to give away
something you do not quite understand? If so, then what you will receive is
misunderstanding from another.... and continue to be in that same state
yourself.
> I just think that we tend to keep it inside til we are sure of what we are
> found..and finding people to talk to (in relation to K) is not the easiest
> thing.
Thank goodness for the K-list. I'm glad you are here!
Much Love,
xxxtg
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