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Recieved: 1999/09/14 07:09
Subject: [K-list] Fwd: BOUNCE from ["Alex" <jardonATnospamshadow.net>]
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/09/14 07:09, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
>From: owner-kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net
>>From K-listATnospamdomin8rex.com Tue Sep 14 02:22:34 1999
>From: "Alex" <jardonATnospamshadow.net>
>To: kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net
>Subject: Re: [K-List] Some musings on mind-altering substances and food
> Hello,
> I thought I'd jump in on this one since my K Awakening was
>due to my messing with LSD and possibly MDMA.
> Anyway, here's what I've experienced with the different substances:
>
> MDMA: First strong Psych I ever tried. Effects were mild rush and
>slightly lowered inhibitions. No effects of "energy/ectasy"
>whatsoever like with other people. Did more than enough, but all
>before my K started acting up, never realizing "it wasn't working
>like it's supposed to." Haven't done it since (A while.)
>
> LSD/Psylocybin: Second strong Psych I've tried, by itself and
>combined with MDMA. Effects have always been mild visual
>distortions and weird psychic phenomena such as "hearing
>people's thoughts." After several "trips," my K started acting up
>while I was totally sober, and had been sober for a while. After my
>K had awakened, I meditated while under its mild, "coming off"
>influence once and as I cruised the far corridors of my mind, I came
>across several yellow, coiled serperts who "jumped" at me and
>revealed a "moving string" of white light that danced away, going in
>and out of my "visual field," until the drug wore off completely
>(About 10-20 mins), revealing a vision of a Mayan Temple and other
>beautiful Pyramids (Refer to the _Psychedelic Experience_, or
>"The Tibetan Book Of The Dead" for further info on the different
>levels of the experience, etc.) Haven't repeated the experience
>since. Willing to try again since results have always been
>promising.
>
> ALCOHOL: Gives me a darn headache. I remember when my K
>had first started acting up, drinking booze would make my whole
>body "turn" in an uncomfortable manner. Now it just plain gives me
>a headache. No more consciousness-repressing alcohol for me =).
>
> TABACCO: Tried "cloves." It would just make me stupid and give
>me a "head rush" and dizziness for 30 seconds. A complete
>waste, if you ask me. I don't smoke either, so I dropped that
>completely. "Bidis" (excuse spelling), or strong "indian" tabacco
>would have simmilar effects.
>
> CANNABIS: This one is the most interesting. Before my K had
>completely awakened, I was fond of repeating the Cannabis
>experience, since it would make my K react in what *seemed* a
>very positive manner. But that was all soon to change. What I
>experienced while under its influence cannot be put into words. All
>in all, I got a "taste" of what it is to be "enhanced" in many, many,
>different aspects of existance. The insight gained from the
>experiences is a jewel in itself. The Price? *Very* little control over
>"it," horrible pain on my chakras while under it, and hellish
>"paranoia loops" I am still dealing with today. I wouldn't recommend
>it. I was warned of it by another list member long ago but I didn't
>listen, I just had to have the experience myself and ended up
>hitting many walls, but always pushing for more until I realized I
>was going backwards! (I must be a masochist, haha =). I reckon
>that Cannabis made me "think" and this "thinking" was what
>brought about the insight, but also the hellish paranoia.
>LSD/Psylocybin doesn't make me "think" at all, rather they just
>make me "be," hence they work much better, but they still leave
>me with that feeling of "inbalance" and "drainage," so I'm not very
>fond of repeating the experiences either.
>
> I think that's about it. Hope I didn't bother anyone. I just felt like I
>had to share my experiences. Time for a question now :). Has
>anyone experimented with MDMA and an active K?. My MDMA
>experiments were before my K was active, so I was wondering if
>anyone had any experiences with an active K. I was pondering the
>idea of experimenting again, "just to see what would happen," but
>depleting my serotonin banks is not something I'm looking forward
>too =).
>
> Thanks for the bandwith.. reply privately if so you wish..
>
> Oneness,
> Alex
>
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