To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/09/13 10:09
Subject: Re: [K-list] Some musings on mind-altering substances and food
From: Pokimontaz

<<<This is very interesting. What about other drugs, people? Hallucinogens,
opiates, alcohol, stimulants? Here are some of my own experiences:

I have tried GHB (gamma-hydroxy butyrate, "liquid ecstasy") once during K.
I felt that the k was flowing absolutely freely from my crown outwards,
and I was extremely euphoric. After that I felt lightheaded,
depersonalized and uncomfortable for a week. Not recommended. Okay, I
admit I had taken some benzodiazepines prior to taking the GHB, which
might explain *why* I chose to take the drug.>>>>

Well I have never taken GHB but have experience in what you could call
"regular" esctasy, as in pill form. First I advise anyone that if they are
going to try anything of the sort to RESEARCH and then make sure you know
your dealer source. Many vindictive people will lace the pills with other
stuff that cases harm and makes the intended feelings not so pleasent.
Spoken from experience which I will save you the aweful details unless
otherwise asked. The only differnce is that I had no depersonalization or
uncomfortable feelings. The only uncomfotable feeling was not being able to
tell people what I had explored and learned the ngihts before. It is not
sloppy like alcohol (i.e the lack of higher cognition) if anything it made it
easier. One major difference that I noticed is that some people in the group
reacted more strongly to the same amount as I did. I seemed to be able to
control it more and work WITH it rather than it working me for the night.
Ifind cigarettes just gross anyway I look at them. If I wanted a chimney Id
move to Michigan where it snows...I dont want to become a human one. =)

<<<>>>>>

Bulky meals tend to drain me also. Part of that feeling I know is because
all the energy in your body then has to turn to digestion rather than other
things (which is why you dont eat a huge meal before running) but still i
just chose to stay away from them. Chacolate makes me physically sick...so
does fudge and anything else with large amounts of sugar, except usually
fructose and other such fruit sugars. Since K awakening I have noticed that
if i eat that stuff my heart races, I get really dizzy and kinda spacy and I
usually pass out. Got a craving once for fudge...ate too much and crashed on
the couch for four hours.

<<<<The best grounding method there is is Valium. Can't buy that from your
local shop, though.>>>>

 <A HREF="http://www.harmreduction.net/dancesafe/slideshow/intro.html">This
is your brain on ecstasy</A> Here's a link for the effects of XTC on the
brain and how it does what it does. And you don't ahve to be a microbiology
major with pharmaceutical minor to understand it :) Although it helps.

LyN

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