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Recieved: 1999/09/12 12:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Teaching On Spherical Breathing
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 1999/09/12 12:35, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

 
  Oy oy.. have you tried wearing a merkaba for any length of time, Jacques?
  I have, and I wouldn't recommend it. You do not need a 50 foot raidus
aura to astral travel, or to attain spiritual growth. It is much better to
leave the shape and conformation of your aura "as Goddess wills". It is
meant to be flexible, not locked into a static shape. It's natual shape is
an egg, but that shape can expand and change as is needed in the moment.

  What happens is that you will be attempting to drag everyone around you
into a higher vibration, whether they wanna go, or not. Attempting to
process their karma whether they wanna release it, or not. If you live in
an apt., your neighbors will look at you funny and you won't be able to sit
still long enough to eat dinner in a restaurant, because the karma of
everybody within your expanded radius will be getting sucked up by the
merkaba, and Free Will resistance to giving it up they offer will be
getting you, too.. Free Will is Goddess' law, and the Merkaba is intrusive.
  I tried the Merkaba out, and wore it for 6 months before I realized where
the negative effects were coming from.. by then I was very happy to give it
up to Goddess and get my natural aura back. Whew!

  The Melchizedeks, that Drunvalo takes his name from, are a gang of Astral
entities... some of their information is useful, but if you read it closely
they like to give warnings of doom.. a fear provoking tactic common to
entities for whom your emotions are snack food.
  Yoikes, now it's me that's giving warnings.. I hate that.. but there is
some stuff where experience speaks.
  The entity that will persuade you that your aura should be 50' in radius,
in order to save the world from armageddon, is an entity that is not in
favor of seeing your perfection in the Now, or helping you trust that
Goddess has it handled... in wanting to rescue you, it is not helping you
to see that you already have everything you need.

  As for breath control.. it has sent even very experienced Yogis to the
funny farm, and is considered by most "experts" too dangerous to play with,
without experienced supervision. It can bring up more stuff from the
unconscious than the mind is able to process and release, and that way lies
madness of being overwhelmed. This is the danger, whether the breath
control practice takes a yogic or new age form.
  My beloved's last girlfriend was training to lead trance work in the form
of "breath sessions", and she practiced on him... brought out a demon named
Rage that he didn't know was there, and possessed by it, he attacked her.
  When he met me years later, he thought it had been cleared, but it came
out to meet me one day when he "happened" to be already wearing a
straightjacket.. and I was wearing a Merkaba. I managed to send it out of
him at the time, sitting on him and telling him I loved him in spite of how
it/he snarled and hissed and the dark voice was sending cold cold chills
thru me. 2 days later I helped my beloved to reintegrate the angry, lonely
splintered personality-fragment that was the demon "rage".
  I'm sorry to be giving warnings, but my experience is that these
"control" tactics that are supposed to speed up the process, are actually
resistance to trusting the process, and the K. will bite yer ass to let you
know surrender is the better way. Faster is not necessarily better, if it
is a car with no brakes, out of control.. with the monkey-mind at the wheel.
  I've gotten to know the "path" of K. by falling into most of the
potholes, personally.. experimenting with a lot of stuff, under my Guardian
Angel's supervision. They told me I didn't need a merkaba, but I wanted to
experiment and they let me, of course.. and protected me too, but the
result was still, a series of experiences I wouldn't wish on anybody.
  Blessings..

At 11:20 AM 9/8/99 , Jacques de Schryver et Linda Steven wrote:
>Hello,
>) :
>The Teaching Of The MERKABAH
>The Teaching On Spherical Breathing
>By Drunvalo Melchizedek
>
>http://jdsetls.virtualave.net/Kundalini/Breathing/Spherical/spherical.html
>
>Greetings,
>
>Froggy Jacques

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