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Recieved: 1999/09/11 07:29
Subject: [K-list] Night of the Serpent (part 2 of 2)
From: psyberdude
On 1999/09/11 07:29, psyberdude posted thus to the K-list:
(continued from part 1 of 2)
Then I felt what can only be described as a slithering sound,
as if something were uncoiling around me, and then it happened:
Right in front of me, not three feet away, appeared the most
awesome looking Serpent that I have ever seen. This thing was
the biggest, most ferocious looking snake that I ever saw in
my entire life. It's body was at least a foot in width, and
its length was endless, and the funny thing about it, is that
its body length did not seem to be physical, but was instead
contructed out of time. It's body was made out of time, centuries
of time. It seemed to be composed of all of my past lives.
Its head appeared to be about the size of a human head. The
eyes of the Serpent held me spellbound, because the same white
light that I had perceived earlier, was coming out of its eyes
and it shot right out at me. Wherever the light struck me,
it revealed all. I could hold no secrets from the Serpent.
I realized that it would be useless to try to hide anything
about myself, because the Snake instantly knew everything about me.
My physical body immediately went into the most profound state of
fear that I can ever remember feeling. It was as if I suddenly
remembered all of the past lives that I had lived as a rodent, only
to end up as food in the belly of snakes. I was in the very real
danger of losing myself to the fear, and running out into the
street, screaming my head off. The only thing that saved me was
my intellectual mind. My entire body was in TOTAL FEAR, but
curiously, my mind was unaffected by all of this. I could think
clearly, but my mind was in danger of being overwhelmed by the
fear that my body was experiencing.
I knew that I had to do something fast, so I acted. Rather than
run from the fear and end up in the nuthouse, I opened myself up
and completely absorbed the fear. That did it. The fear was gone,
and I was now face to face with the Serpent, who then spoke to me.
The Serpent asked me a question. It looked directly at me and
said, "You do not fear me?" I said no, and I asked a question of my
own. I said "What are you, Who are you?" It did not directly
answer my question, but instead it jumped right into me and
merged with every cell in my body. It is extremely difficult to
describe how the Serpent penetrated me, but one thing is certain:
I will never forget what happened to me that night.
Now it is many months later, and there are times when I can feel
the Serpent in the background of my life. I don't even have to
use the fungi to feel it's presence, I know that is there. Our
spaces seem to have intertwined. I have a good feeling about it,
but only the future will tell for sure, whether or not this will
turn out to be a good thing or not. I think about the next four
or five gram trip with some trepidation, but I know that I must
eventually do it, for it is apparently the only way to truely
communicate on a significant level, with this most majestic of
creatures.
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note: I obtained some more mushrooms about a month later
and again the Serpent appeared to me. It was very friendly to
me, and it acted as a sort of a guide for me during the trip.
It took me deep down into my subconscious mind, and with it's
magnificent light, it showed me things about myself that I had no
idea existed within me. The Serpents Light was able to show me
parasitic life-forms that were feeding off of me. They tried to scurry
away, when the Serpents Light would expose them, but they could
not hide from the Serpentine Light. I saw them for what they were.
After about another month, I met once again with the mushroom dealer.
I acquired some more. I wanted to see if the Serpent would appear again.
But I screwed up. Just before I took the mushrooms, I masturbated
to a girlie magazine. Then a couple of hours later, I took the mushrooms.
The Serpent appeared, but this time he was very vague, and his light was
weak. The light wasn't Brilliant White, but instead it was yellow, and it was
fading fast. Then it went out, just like a flashlight, and all around me was
nothing but darkness.
But just before the Serpent faded away, it managed to imprint a thought
within my mind. The thought was: "I am the Light, not the Serpent. The
Light the Serpent uses comes from my sexual energy, my Kundalini.
If I have enough sexual energy present, then the Serpent can use it, and
transform it into a miraculous Light that it can use to help me. But if I
abuse myself, the Serpent will not be able to share it's wonderful Light
with me, because the Light is constructed from my sexual energy."
So now I know! This is great. All I have to do is to conserve and transform
my sexual energy , and the Serpent will have the power it needs to help me.
The magic mushroom is Nature's way of saying Hello to Kundalini.
For more info on how you too, can become part of the Psilocybe-Kundalini
Continuum, check out these cool sources:
- http://www.primenet.com/~rychhawk/exotic_psilocybes/shrooms.html
- http://yage.lycaeum.org/drugs/Tryptamines/Psilocybian/gg32/mmgg.htm
- http://www.erowid.org/plants/mushrooms/mushrooms.shtml
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