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Recieved: 1999/09/08 16:32
Subject: [K-list] Fwd: Richard was seeking h*lp
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/09/08 16:32, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
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Hi Richard: the computer read the subject message and thought you were
seeking help with the listserv, and redirected your post to me.. it does
things like that sometimes.. I have been off visiting my Mom the last few
days.
I hope the day went well for you. Try to stay grounded,
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/ground.htm
and keep your consciousness centered in your heart or above your head. I
doubt your co-worker is going to do you violence, more likely it is his
fear you are feeling, the insecurity that provokes him to make such threats
in the first place, is manifesting in you. Your K-fire presence tends to
bring up other folks Karmic issues, not just your own... and sometimes they
will know it on an intuitive level, and blame you for how they feel. Try
to have compassion for him. Walk a mile in his mocassins.. you are feeling
the empathy anyways, offer him love in your heart, instead of feeling the
fear into more drama, and you both will feel better.
It may been that you have been brought to this work place to transform it
with your love. Your capacity for love and tolerance is being challenged.
Focus on compassion, expect miracles.
Blessings.
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>Date: Mon, 6 Sep 1999 08:45:15 -0600 (MDT)
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>To: kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net
>Subject: Help
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>Dear K List people:
>
>Tommorrow I am faced with going to a job situation in which a coworker
>from another department threatened me with physical violence. This man
>is much larger and younger than I am. I do not know if I will see him
>tommorrow, because he does work in another department. I fact I might
>not see him for a long time. But since we do work for the same employer
>it is only a matter of time until we meet again.
>
>When we had our confrontation Friday morning, the man threatened me in
>front of a room full of people. A management employee broke it up
>sending him on his way and telling me not to follow after him.
>
>The reason I am mentioning this is to ask how, do I deal with going to a
>job tommorrow after this has happened? How do I deal with a job that
>contains tasks which I hate doing. Task which make me very angry.
>
> If I were blessed with being in my 20's, I know I would just walk off
>the job and never return, no two weeks notice or anything.
>Unfortunately I am 54. In 11 months I can leave and receive health
>benefits and a very very small monthly cheque. Then I can start a new
>career. But from where I am now, the 11 months seem like 11 years.
>
>Last Friday and Saturday I was filled with energy. Friday one of the
>other employees told be that "it would be nice if all that energy could
>be harnessed for a useful purpose."
>
>I found myself doing no work the rest of the day. Instead I went
>through the phonebook looking up numbers of lawyers, martial arts
>studios (dojos), a Buddhist temple, a whole foods supermarket I have
>been interested in for some time and an Orthodox Synagogue, which I have
>also been interested in for some time. The rest of the day I just read
>a book which pertains to my new career choice.
>
>Please forgive me for rambling. Also please realize this other man has
>his own version of the story. I am only presenting mine. It's possible
>a neutral observer might say he was in the right.
>
>Friday after work I found myself in a local karate studio discussing
>signing up for lessons.
>
>The reason I write these things is to ask if anyone has any suggestions
>of how to cope with making it through 11 months of a hated job, full of
>tasks which create great anger and hatred in me. This man is just one
>aspect of this hated job. I have tried meditation, reading about Zen,
>saying aphorisms, self improvement tapes and nothing seems to help.
>
>Any ideas?
>
>Richard
>
>Any response would be appriciated.
>
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