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Recieved: 1999/08/31 15:56
Subject: [K-list] A Twist on Entities
From: j wang
On 1999/08/31 15:56, j wang posted thus to the K-list:
Hi, everyone
Here is a twist of the discussion about "entities". If you are ready for
it, here is my story.
I have always been sensitive all my life. My husband jokingly refered me as
the modern princess of peas, who can detect one single pea above twelve
feather cushions. Last year I decided to see a chigong doctor, instead of
going to my regular accpunturist for my small illnesses here and there. So
I saw him and it was very uncomfortable the first week, but afterwards I
became very healthy and vital. A couple weeks later, I visited my native
country and had a lot of strange encounters of entities, such as seeing
shadows around my son when he had his night terror for the third time in the
night. I was able to surround him with white chi/light and the crying
stopped. There was also one time that I visited the antique and jade
market, I bought one Cosmic Bead from Tibet and let in the energy through my
head. It got in me and I was lucky enough to force it out, this is in day
light activity, not during meditation or sleep.
When I came back to the States, I took the chigong class taught by the
doctor. I was the best student and could heal people right on the spot.
People with their third eye open could see blue light emitting from my hand.
Then one day during my chigong practice, I saw an unknown Chinese God
sitting on a golden lotus stand coming to me and offering me some fruits to
eat. I accepted and ate it and he dissapeared. The next thing I knew was
that my lower body meridians (path of energy) were extremely hot. I also
saw other Gods coming to me, including Saint Mary helping me stay calm
during a close call of a car accident, and Budda glowing in such bright gold
color that I had to bow to him involuntarily. There were also Karmas from
all sources trying to get help from me, there were even four that robbed
energy from me nightly for three nights, telling me that I should not
interfere with their revenge on an old lady. I also had one incident of
previous life, it was so vivid that I literally became a teenage boy and had
a lower voice than my original.
My ordeal lasted ten days. One day, I wanted to borrow a book, thinking
that would expel the evil entities, but I could not find it in the
bookstore, so I went to my accupuncturist knowing that she has a library of
books. She is also a Buddist and a philosopher. I went to her and told her
what I needed, I also told her not to help because if she helped me, the
karmas that tortured me could go to her. She sat down and listened
sincerely to my whole ordeal for an hour. I was very emotional, helpless
and scared. Then I asked her if there are really ghosts in this world, she
said in a very gently tone that, "All these are not real..." Then at the
moment, all the entities that had been attaching to retreated and faded
away, and the constant little noises dissapeared. Everything became quiet.
I was no longer bothered by those entities.
I went back the next week and she told me "When Demon comes, decapitate the
demon; when Budda comes, decapitate the Budda." Through out history, the
famous Zen Buddist Masters were able to manipulate people's mind to the
right path while they were seriously involved with their "entities". And
what she said was the core principle for meditation or any energy work.
Those entites are refered as "internal demon" or "demon of the mind" in the
Taoist meditation, and once you respond to it, you are on the path to a
mental torment/journey.
I know I will received very diversed opinions on what I said today in this
mail. All I want to say is that I went through the whole thing and every
word is truthful. My intention is sincere, hoping my story will help
someone who is in my position before. I am leaving this letter behind me
right now, but I will write a sequal to this with some analysis.
Acceptance and Reverence,
Jay
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