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Recieved: 1999/08/30 22:38
Subject: Re: [K-list] Entities
From: psyberdude
On 1999/08/30 22:38, psyberdude posted thus to the K-list:
About three or four months ago, I experienced another of what I have come
to call a "dream/Event." This is my designation for an experience that may
start out as an
innocent dream, but then turns into what can only be described as an
*Event* i.e... something more than an ordinary dream. Or it may come on
immediately as an Event, without bothering to even start out as a dream.
The Event occured about three months ago. I had gone to bed in the evening,
and as I was gently falling asleep, I suddenly felt something "land" on me,
something that seemed as if it plopped, instead of walked or flew. I
suddenly realized that I wasn't dreaming. I guess I must have been in that
twilight zone area, the hypnogogic state, you know, the place you visit
shortly before falling into sleep?
The thing that landed on me was trying to drain my energy. I don't know how
I knew this, I just knew it. It appeared to be circular in shape, and it
was on top of me, holding me down. I saw its mouth, which had a sucker-like
appendage that had a whitish ring around it. As I remember this event, I
recall feeling that I was being drained of energy by a giant parasite of
some sort. Then it seemed to me as if the thing wanted to have sex with me,
or at the least, cause me to dissipate my sexual energy. I turned to this
thing, and I said "No, I don't know you," meaning I guess, that I don't as
a rule, have sex with someone that I don't know. As soon as I made this
statement, the whole scene faded away, or rather I should say, the scene
shifted into the "normal" reality, where I found myself in my bed, alone. I
jumped out of bed, and got my dream/Event diary out, and wrote everything
down meticulously.
Then about three weeks ago, the following episode happend:
(from my diary:)
08-18-99e (about 2:45 a.m.) (swear words have been edited so I don't
offend anyone)
I went to sleep for the night, and the next thing that I remember is that I
was trying to stop an insertion device of some type from being inserted
into my head. It was a pretty horrible feeling. This implant had wires
attached to it and they were shaped in a circular fashion, as if they were
custom made to fit around my head, like a hat of sorts. The ends of the
circle of wires connected to what appeared to be a sharp steel point, much
like a hypodermic needle. This point was being embedded into the top of my
head, near the upper back part of my skull, or perhaps it was already in
there, and had been for who knows how long.
I ripped the f*cking thing out of my head, and held the sharp point in my
hand.
I had the sharp point pressed tightly between my fingers. As I held it in
one hand, I jumped out of bed, and tried to turn on the light switch with
my other hand. I kept trying to turn on the light switch, but the light
would not come on. I desperately wanted to turn on the light, so I could
get a good look at the implant device. I was so scared that I tried to
scream, but my voice sounded very faint, and barely a whisper came out of me.
I then realized that the wall switch was probably on, but that the
fluorescent light tube was not turned in all the way in the ballast near my
bed. As I reached over and tried to twist the fluorescent light into the
ballast fixture, I perceived an extremely evil entity attempting to stop me
from doing so. I could not actually see this entity, but I could sense it's
presence around me. It created an intense pain in the lower part of my
right side, near the right kidney. The pain was unbelievably intense. It
was one of the worst painful incidents that ever occurred to me. The more I
tried to turn on the light, so I could get a good look at the implant that
I cluched in my free hand, the more this f*cking demon turned on the pain!
When I thought that I just could not stand it any longer, the whole scene
shifted away, and I was awake. I immediately jumped out of bed, and wrote
the whole sorry mess down on paper. I had to record this, for fear that I
would go back to bed, and then wake up in the morning, and forget it, or
think that it was just a dream. This was no dream, this was a real event
that probably occurred in the lower Astral dimension, or what is sometimes
referred to as the lower fourth dimension. It sure feels good to be back in
the three-dimensional world, where these f*cking bastards can't get at me!
Note: as I was coming out of the fourth dimension, I remember that it felt
like some kind of phase shift, as if my body seemed shifted phase, and got
itself out there. I also remember feeling a pleasant surge of kundalini
energy shoot up into the left side of my head. I think that I won this
particular battle. I feel as if I'm a winner, at least for now. The implant
never did get inserted back into my head.
And that's it folks. Pretty weird eh?
-- Dude --
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