To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/08/29 07:45
Subject: Re: [K-list] Entities
From: Rachel Broussard
On 1999/08/29 07:45, Rachel Broussard posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Alan"
I have never tried to send anything to the list before and it is giving me the
message that no receipients were specified when I try to send this to the List.
Please, if it is not too much trouble forward this to the list for me. I would
like to take this time to thank you for your response concerning entities. It
has helped me understand a possible reason for this happening to me. :-)
Hi:
My name is Rachel and I am a lurker on the k-list. (midly k-active now) but 7
years ago experience the voilent activity of it.
I wish to share my entity experience. I had two similar but separate paralysis
experiences. The first was in 1980 the second in 1986. The first time I was
awake, fully awake and walking around the house doing chores, when I became
overwhelmed by and drawn to a "command" to go lie down. At this point I started
to feel control leave my body. I lie down and immediately became paralized. All
I could do was breath. I could not move, not even my eyes, could not speak, could
not do anything but breathe. At this point I sensed someone or something in my
house. I heard them walking around looking at this in the house, opening the
cabinets, icebox etc. I though how odd. Then they came stand by me as I lie
down and I had an enormous amount of fear in me. I thought please do not hurt
me. I got no response. They ( I say they but in this instance there was
actually only one) stood there for a while I felt examining my thoughts, then I
was allowed to sleep. I went into a deep sleep for a couple of hours and awoke
with the knowledge that something strange had just happened but not knowing what
that was.
The second time, in 1986, things occured in a similar way. I was fully awake in
the house when I was drawn to lie down. When I say drawn I mean it was like a
magnet. I had no choice about this. I recoginized that "they" "it" whatever
was back and that it was the same kind of thing that happened to me in 1980. I
lie down on the bed, became paralized as before, except this time there were 2
possibly 3 of them. Two I believe were actively conversing about me and my
"development" and the third I believe was in the background watching the other
two. I asked them (in my mind) if they were going to hurt me and they said no.
I asked who they were but got no response. I asked what they were doing and got
the "sense" and remembering "hearing" them talking about "checking up on me" I
was a little more relaxed this time since I was not harmed by them the first
time, but i was still apprehensive. After they had finished, I was allowed to
sleep, and again woke up with the memory of what had happened.
I still do not fully understand what went on. I just know that from time to time
I am checked on, progress is monitored in me, and they do not harm me.
Love and Light to all
Rachel
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