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Recieved: 1999/08/26 12:39
Subject: [K-list] A intro from me
From: John Gault
On 1999/08/26 12:39, John Gault posted thus to the K-list:
I think this how my awakening started, it began about 2 weeks after my 18th
Birthday(which was 12 March 97)
with this dream:
The dream starts with A Shaman(dressed as a bird) lying dead in the arms of
a crying woman, in a seedy hotel
room with a line of people outside waiting to see the body of the shaman. I
am just standing by the body feeling I should be feeling something for the
woman at least.
In the dream, I remember being in a army tent, the ones like in MASH and
seeing Dungeon Master from the Cartoon Dungeons and Dragons, In case you
don't know he is like a wise old sage who gave this bunch of kids special
powers to fight the evil in the realm.(this is making me feel weird) Also I
remeber blacking out in the tent and waking up in a city residental street
which had houses that were a cross between houses you get in LA and the ones
in New Orleans. Sort of new Manisons. I stand up and I see a square pit full
of molten stuff with a cube in it. There's two people beside the pit
whispering to the cube and occasionally looking at me nodding. Then the cube
speaks to me but I can't remember what it said. Then I wake up. Actually now
I think about it the dream was only about 2 hours long but happened in a
lot of different places. (feeling sense of release)
I remember when I woke up, the first word that came into my head was
initiation.
I couple of weeks after that I started to get buzzs in the centre my
forehead (about the same time I started to get headaches), the first one
came out the blue. Then after that every time I relaxed I would feel the
buzz and as time went by the buzz intensified and about 6 weeks later I
started to feel it in my hands. In the May of 97 a friend of the family(who
was into dowsing) told me I was very sensitive and it was up to me whether I
chose to block it or let it flow. Then a couple of days later I was touching
a Pictish Symbol Stone(I live in Scotland where they are common) and my
entire head buzzed. In July I went to see my first psychic and she told me
that dormant abilities were just beginning to stir and I should try
psychometry it would come slowly( I can feel the energy in crystals but that
about it so far).
In the September of 97, my throat start to buzz and my forehead buzz died
down but my hand buzz started to spontanously erupt. Over the next year the
buzz in my throat moved down from my throat to just below my Breat bone. In
August 98 I had this series of dreams in one week:
It started that I was on a train going into a station which had waves of
lilac coloured energy coming out of it. I got of the train and went up to
this big tank filled water which had dolphins and humanoid creatures in it.
I then put my forehead on the glass side of the tank One of the humanoid
creatures did the same. It shot two
bursts of Lilac coloured energy in to my head which made feel funny. When I
woke up I still felt the same as I did in the dream and I still do. I
also had nerve spasms in my face all the next day.
the next couple of nights after the first dream I had really
intense dreams here they are starting with the same night:
Multi-level aquaduct which was built on to hotel, stream, train station with
the lilac energy waves, aquauim with the humanoid creatures and dolphins
which could have been the same creatures. humanoids get out of water and I
heard the word mutated.
I am in a bedroom looking at a beautiful naked woman who is blonde shoulder
length hair, petite, pixie nose, breasts on the small side natural. small
arse. She is looking in the mirror. I look at her reflection and her faces
his more grotesque han she has fangs. I accidently touch her and back away
fast on to bed. She looks round, She moves to the bed I move further away
and I realise that she can't see me but she can sense me. can't remember
anymore.
Network of tunnels that lead to different scenery like a cliff top where a
village was being built and steps that lead down to an older village like
the one in "Local hero" the other end of the tunnel was a pub in the lower
levels of a shopping centre.
Being on a day trip to a country park with a castle in it that has been in
previous dream. A bus containing a bomb planted by my brother, my dad knows
about it but just tells him off and complains to me that he has done it. The
bus starts to move then low thud and bus stops, the driver get out opens
luggage compartment and just takes out the bomb puts to one side in the car
park of the park. in a block of flats chasing to spirits one of a samuri my
brother kills that one with his own knife that was thrown at my brother by
the ghost and the other one was a black cat that everytime we killed it it
got bigger, then eventually we couldn't find it. outside the flats I was
talking to most sarcasitc man I have ever met he would say the complete
opposite of the truth like"god this street's busy" when it was empty. A
funfair where I saw a lot of people I knew and there was a double decker bus
with fortune tellers(I had trouble finding) on the top deck went up there
was told to sit down and wait then told to move. I sat down to woman who had
just finished either getting a reading or giving one. Just started to talk
then turned to me and started bellowing in my ear something about a book
with diagrams in.
In a house where it's a kind of dinner party but not in this time. My view
point keep shifting. There's a fire, a wooden table oak I think. The room
has a wooden floor and wood paneling and a stained glass window with a
large diamond containing red and blue diamonds all with in a border. The a
suckling pig on the table. All of a sudden the whole house moves. My
viewpoint shifts to the outside to see a person in a monks habit pushing the
wall. Then I am back inside and I can see the monk at the window he sees me
and ducks away. The house begins to slide. We go outside to stop it and the
gounds covered in snow. Just as we stop it a ginger cat jumps on the roof
which is very low down. I turn around and my view point changes to reveal
that there are four people on a cliff face looking down on to a plain where
this a church which is like a I want to say colonial chuch building but I
know that sounds awful imperialistic.It has huge calvary crose on the top
that is twice the height of the building and there is a sun beam shining on
it I know it's a cliche but there you go. Now my viewpoints zooms in on the
door of the church and I go in and inside there is a lot of people who look
like they are inside a festival tent lying floor watching a video playing on
my brother's video player. I lie down and watch the film and that becomes
the viewpoint. on the film I see a crowd of people coming out of a marquee
some of the girls are topless(excuse me women for what I am about say) the
were fairly nice looking tits as well. Then I shift again to lying down just
looking at the screen then look at the video realise that it's my brother's.
Go back to TV but on it are pages of a book with diagrams in but ther seems
to be something in the background of the pages. Then I look the guy next to
me and he starts talking to me about whats on the screen then I woke up. I
just like to add that I am not religionous nor is any body in my family
except a second cousin that annoys the rest of us with her religion. I have
also been to a lot of music festivals.
After the dreams my hand energy seemed easier to control.
The buzz in my chest moved down to my stomach over the next 4 months then I
started to feel a different kind of buzz at the base of my spine in January
of this year and it as steadily spread to the whole of my spine over the
last few months. It is in this period I have been quick tempered and
reacting to other peoples emotions a lot more. The main fear I have about
this is it will steal my identity. My hand/eye coordnation and balance has
improved by a factor of 10 over this 2 year period.(I was born with poor
fine and gross motor control)
Yours
John Gault
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