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Recieved: 1999/08/23 13:00
Subject: Re: [K-list] people and K
From: Katharine
On 1999/08/23 13:00, Katharine posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Fran and All,
> You are so right by this...it is very discouraging when the people you
think
> would understand and believe you....ex. Reiki master/yoga teacher .. dont
> ..you begin to doubt yourself and your experience.. at least I did. I
guess
> this is a lesson for me to not put peoples opinions who seem to be
> knowledgeable over my own opinion and belief. It just really hurt my
> feelings.
This is what through me the most. The person that was in my life that I
took a chance on was also my teacher. I could not help but wonder if my
own teacher and mate does not believe me how can anyone else and if such
person cannot believe me is it possible that it is all in my head? This
brought a lot of pain to me and then anger and well lets just say
explosions took place that I am still recovering from. This is why you
message touched me. I been there and recovering :-)
> WOW! I have got to tell you this...but it may be a different
situation...
> My husband started speaking German in his sleep one night..out of the
blue
> and he doesnt know german...called me Freuline (sp) and kept saying
spaken
> ze deutch? (sp) I found out through hand motions that his name was Hans
> Swederman from Austria. he kept repeating a phrase so I wrote it down
and
> when a friend came back from being staioned in Germany I asked him what
it
> meant....OMG youll never guess....it was slang for... "I want to eat you"
> ROFL!!!! My hubby possessed in his sleep by a horny German OMG.
Hmmm but do you take advantage of this sexy german??? just kidding around.
Thanks for the sharing. In my case and my daughters the words are not
understood and the people we have lived with are too uneasy about this and
one of my mates misinterperted this as demon possesion. I was not aware
until recently that my daughter was having similair experiences. It is
only in the past year that we have been able to open up to each other about
spiritual thoughts and strange events. I am amazed at how much she has
gone though this way. Perhaps if the opportunity arrives I will have
someone tape this language in the future at the moment I live alone. I am
only aware that this is still going on because my friend and I stayed in
the same room while on vacation. I also learnt for sure that I am also a
directional sleeper!
>
> Sometimes also he is a dog and one night I let him out and had to go
chase
> him in the yard..he was digging a hole ..and he chewed some
furniture...its
> really really weird...now he mostly just growls alot. It can be scary.
Arn't most men dogs???.....just kidding around some more! The strange
way I can be in my sleep ended my last relationship as he could not handle
what was happening and I could not explain to myself or to him what was
happening. left me angry and hurt because he claimed unconditional love.
The condition I found was that I had to be normal. What is normal? Do not
get me wrong he did have to put up with a lot and I am not so sure that I
would not of done the same thing if I was in his shoes and had no more
understanding then he had. Not angry any more as my preception has
changed.
Another question......Been going through some strong changes. Today was a
very stressful day for me but I know I have made the correct advancements
through my actions today. However after the correct steps were taken I
noticed a pressure building in my nose and a real tingling party going on
there? What does this mean? Please no wise cracks about blowing my nose!
LOL. Actually as I am feeling this even now it seems to be on the bridge
of the nose about where the frame of glass's would sit.
With Unconditional Love, Light, and Acceptance,
Katharine
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