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Recieved: 1999/08/18 17:51
Subject: [K-list] ++anunda ... The Children who come as our Teachers ...
From: Christopher Wynter
On 1999/08/18 17:51, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
Whose problem is it ... are the behavioural problems realy the problems of the
child ... or is the child taking on stuff from the world around ... whose
patterns are we acting out now in our daily lives .... why is our body not a
safe place to be ... why do we look outside for our 'spirituality' .....
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I would like to share with you a story from my experience ... its experiences
such as this that a lot of my work is based on ...
Yesterday we (Myself, Fiona and anunda's mother Belinda) took anunda (who is now
20 months old) to our friendly body worker (Carolyn) ... because we had observed
slight twists in his face, that he was limping slightly on his left side, his
jaw was set in a tight line and he was becoming stooped in his posture .... and
he was pale...
Earlier, Carolyn had asked if her new partner Aaron could sit in on the session
and observe ... and we agreed ...
anunda is used to Carolyn ... he likes her .. has been several times before and
allowed her to gently release holding patterns from his body with no fuss ...
but this time is was different ... he screamed and screamed .... he was not
going to let Carolyn near him ...
Aaron looked up and said "This makes me feel as though I'm the cause of this ...
and I shouldn't be here ..."
I asked Aaron whether that was how he felt as a child in his own family ...
whether as a child he felt he was the cause of conflict between his mother and
father ...
Aaron looked at me ... and broke down and cried ... and the moment he did that
...
anunda stopped crying .... and looked at Aaron ... square in the eye ... and
grinned ...
____________
Then we thought ... good ... now we can work on anunda ... wrong ... anunda
performed again ...
so we decided that seeing Belinda (his mother came for treatment too) we would
start with her ...
Belinda lay down on the table ... anunda stopped crying immediatey ....
_____________
So we worked on Belinda while anunda sat on Fiona's lap, absolutely still and
silent ... and closely watched every move we made ... every time one of us
moved, his eyes followed us ... when Fiona explained to him what we were doing,
anunda nodded and said 'yes' ...
The deeper Belinda went into her own body, the more Belinda allowed the memories
of her own childhood abuse to flow out of her body as tears ... the more anunda
relaxed ... and became 'dead weight' in Fiona's lap ...
We found memories of Belinda's Grandmother's war trauma deep in the underside of
her left hip ... anunda set up a half cry, half tone ... Belinda's body started
twitching ... her left shoulder let go ... anunda stopped 'toning' and his back
and shoulders straightened ....
This was repeated for over an hour ... every time there was a release from
Belinda's body ... there was a corresponding 'tone' then change in anunda ...
We worked on Belinda's pubic bone, groin and the reflex points for her womb ...
her jaw unclenched and the plates in her head started to move ... long repressed
memories (some of them ancestral) of sexual trauma ...
anunda 'toned and cried' ... Belinda started sobbing ...
anunda stopped ... his face changed shape ... and his left hip 'popped' .... and
colour flooded his cheeks ... his lips looked as though he was wearing crimson
lipstick ...
_____________
At the end of the session, I asked Aaron whether he had decided to become a
'healer' because as a child he judged that he had failed in trying to heal his
parents ...
Aaron looked at me ... tears once again welled up in his eyes as he nodded 'yes'
... anunda looked at Aaron, grinned, and ran over and hugged Aaron's leg ...
_____________
as I look at anunda now, there is no sign of the twists in his face, he is
running around with no sign of a limp, he is grinning freely, and standing up
straight ...
Belinda, on the other hand, says she 'feels like she has been run over by a
bus...'
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Once again I would ask ...
" Whose problem is it? ...
are the behavioural problems really the problems of the child ...
or is the child taking on stuff from the world around ... particularly our
parents? ...
whose patterns are we acting out now in our daily lives? ....
why is our body not a safe place to be? ...
why do we look outside for our 'spirituality' ? .....
which ancestors face are we wearing as a mask? ...
and why do we have to shut down the children ...?"
Just a few random words from the experiences
which are behind what I write to some of the lists
Christopher Wynter
Hobart, Tasmania ....
wynterATnospambigpond.com
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