To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/08/14 17:14
Subject: Re: [K-list] Entities
From: Roger Bose
On 1999/08/14 17:14, Roger Bose posted thus to the K-list:
Hello,
I also have an entity, I know who it is, and I ask him why he is still
with me, and I get back bits of memory from the time we spent together.
I called him Baba and thought he was my "guru". We had great times
together, but then things turned sour. I grew too attached to him, and I
think he was trying to shake me off, I got really drained around him, to the
point of becomming a zombie. This was ten years ago, and my functioning has
gotten better since then, but I'm still not 100% myself, or the self I was.
I can feel his energy on the right side of my body, it feels tingly on
that side. Is the right side male or female? My guess is thats its male,
because the relationship with "baba" got real ugly, and out of fear I left
the situation, out of fear of death. My feminine side probably did'nt
forgive the masculine for running away, I don't think I've forgiven myself.
It was a strange time.
So much more to write, think I'll cut it short.
Could use some help in sending "baba" to the light, if its time for him
to go that is, probably lessons for me to learn from this...
>From: "alingimp" <alingimpATnospamhome.com>
>Reply-To: "alingimp" <alingimpATnospamhome.com>
>To: "K-List" <kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net>
>Subject: Re: [K-list] Entities
>Date: Sat, 14 Aug 1999 10:28:50 -0700
>
>Angelique,
>
>Someone on this list once mentioned to me in a private post that when she
>cleared my hologram for me (don't understand this term) last December, that
>she thinks that I have an entity attached to me. At the time this sounded a
>bit too far out to me and I didn't know what to make of it. She told me
>that
>she herself doesn't know much about entities and neither do I. So I let it
>rest but kept wondering from time to time what she meant and if she's right
>and I do have an entity attached to me.
>
>What kind of entities would attach themselves to a person and for what
>reason? I suspect that, if there were such an entity attached to me, that
>it
>might feed off my emotions. I have to admit that I don't like the idea of
>any kind of parasite attaching itself to me for whatever reason and feeding
>off my energy. How can I find out if she was right? How can I get rid of it
>if she is right? Is it always negative to have an attached entity? If there
>is anyone else on this list who is familiar with this, I would welcome any
>input and you can email me privately if you wish to do so.
>
>Karin
>
>
>Angelique wrote:
> > ???? Jerry, thankyou for describing your symptoms more clearly.
>Those
> >don't sound like K-blockage symptoms to me, they sound like the effects
>of
> >a resident parasitic entity. I'm not sure how I can describe what the
> >difference is, in words, between a blockage and an entity since thoughts
> >are things and consciousness is a property of matter..:) On some level,
> >everything is conscious... But your symptoms are coming from an entity..
> >I'm 98% positive. :) If it was your body clearing stuff, it would be done
> >by now. I've seen the same symptoms many times before.. headaches,
> >difficulty focusing and stomach knots.. classic.
> > I could give you a ritual to clear it yourself, but it probably
>wouldn't
> >let you focus, enough to do it. I think I can clear them out of you in
> >about 10 minutes, by remote, if you let me.. If you give me your consent
>to
> >do some work on you, it cannot do any harm and it might do a lot of good!
> > St. Germain told me.. "We are healed, thru each other"..:)
> > Blessings..:)
> >>
> >
>
>
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