To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/08/14 08:49
Subject: Re: [K-list] Entities
From: Gcwein1111
On 1999/08/14 08:49, Gcwein1111 posted thus to the K-list:
HELLO ANGELIQUE: Just read your post. Thank you for your offer to help. l
hope you don't mind that rather than simply accepting or declining right now,
l'd like to explain a bit more about my situation.
First,my description of my problems is more
accurate in terms of the past than the present. For 1-1/2 yrs after my
stomach probs began from working with swami, l was unable to focus and
breathe into a chakra without my stomach being immediately invaded by energy
that would make me feel nauseous. lt finally improved 2 yrs ago and hasn't
been that way since. But my stomach still does tend to get upset when my
energy moves, altho not as much as before. lt's hard for me to tell how much
because it's only in recent months that it's even started to move again, and
still hasn't moved all that much. The headachiness (that l've described as a
skullcap which is aggravated by focusing ) has also gotten better, especially
in recent months, leaving me with a sense of more openness at brow. l
assume you've seen my statements as to how this especially changed after the
powerful dream l had in April. So,
what l'm saying is that yes, the problems described are still there, but seem
to be improving and are nowhere near as bad as they once were. The question
is whether that fact would change your opinion as to the cause of the
problems and as to whether anything should be done.
lt did strike me that you mentioned
entities, because l just did some work with this unconventional ex catholic
priest here who's supposed to be able to see and remove entities. A friend
who does reiki on me thought she detected an entity several weeks ago and
referred me to him, saying he'd helped other clients of hers, not k active
people but people who had severe psychological probs. l was reluctant to see
him, feeling burned by all the problems experienced in the past when l've
worked with people and not wanting to mess with my process since it seemed to
be clearly getting better. But another friend of mine--one with extemely
active k who's really having probs--went to see him (and is still doing so),
and felt the priest helped him by removing entities and whatever else he did.
So l gave in and saw him myself 3 wks ago. He saw and removed 3
entities--2 he described as human and 1 dark, nonhuman entity. l could
neither see them nor feel them being removed, but l have felt several effects
from his work--unfortunately, not all good. This guy is pretty controlling
and likes to set and follow his own agenda, sometimes without asking consent.
l'm not sure what all he did during our session, but it was more than
removing entities. He's very adept at transmitting energy (shaktipat) and
shifting it around, both of which l know he did on me. One of the things he
was working on was my debilitating low back problem which makes it difficult
for me to sit. He said one problem was that my soul was outside my body--and
he said he was putting it back inside--in the solar plexus where he said it
belonged.(???) For several days
afterward l felt various effects: alot more energy movement and heat in my
hands, feet and stomach; difficulty sleeping; and alot more stomach distress.
After 5 days of stomach distress l called him in Florida where he was on
vacation and told him what was going on. His response was, "Yes, l can see
you have alot of energy in your stomach." He then had me close my eyes while
he said he was grounding and balancing the energy--which actually seemed to
work, altho l was very restless that night. The effect of his work has seemed
less since then. l can't say either my head or stomach feels any better, and
l cancelled a second appointment l had with him for now.
There is one more thing going on. Unfortunately, l've had a toe infection
that's increasingly driving me nuts! lt started out as an ingrown toenail
which caused me to be on antibiotics for 2 wks. Then l saw a podiatrist who
removed part of the nailbed 2 wks ago--then it got infected again, and l'm
having the worst time trying to get rid of the infection and the wound to
heal. l've now been on heavy dosages of antibiotics for 4 wks with no end in
sight, and as sensitive as my stomach is, l hate to be on any medication at
all, but the antibiotics appear to be helping and l'm afraid not to take
them. So l'm feeling kind of on edge and very vulnerable right now and not at
all adventurous in terms of trying anything with my energy system that has
any chance of upsetting my stomach any further, because l want to be able to
continue to take the antibiotics. l don't know what to
make of the priest and the effect of his work on me. l don't know if he
actually removed any entities or if l still may have one or more. My friend
who is still seeing him appears convinced he's being helped, altho he's still
having alot of difficulty with his k process. He has entites removed, then
he seems to aquire one or more new entites, which are then removed,
etc.....He's naturally questioned all this, but the priest thus far has been
able to satisfactorily answer all his questions. The priest says that he's
attracting some entities because of the light he has around him as a result
of the spiritual process he's in; that he attracts other entities with
negative mind states of anger and fear. And that his process as a whole is
going thru a period of adjustment while all these entities are being removed.
After much
hesitation, l decided to post this response to the list because of the
interest that the topic of entities might have to some. Thanks again for
your interest and offer to help. l'll look forward to any further comments.
jerry
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