To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/08/11 12:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Secret Shame ..... [Fran]
From: Maureen Heffernan
On 1999/08/11 12:07, Maureen Heffernan posted thus to the K-list:
Christopher Wynter wrote:
> and is in fact indicative of what I find when I take a large
number of
> women
> deep into the remembering of their own body ..."
~~*+M~*
Yes Chris, we have heard this. There is also a very large group of
women who have long ago broken the chain .,,,"> which can be shown to be
> repeated
> in form every year of life until death ...
I am living proof. Here's a scenario,(instead of blaming Mom for "baking
the cake",)let me do it this way. My bio mom didn't want me.Yeah she was
my incubator but how bout dear ol dad. Let's say I remember his
infrequent visits where he would instill terror in my mom and the rest
of the siblings. So much so that if mom ever had a moment when she did
accept the pregnancy and my tiny feet popping at her from inside
well,dad's deep booming voice would send every cell in her body to
adrenalin rush for survival. So I equate his drunken visits with, never
relax,always be on guard against the male potential killer. The male or
daddy will so upset this incubator that I will die. He does not want me,
nor does he want my mom. Oh no he is beating and going to kill my
brothers and sisters.Dad is the real cause of death.
I propose that this is not an infrequent ocurrance. I propose that it
is learned behaviour and reaction inside the womb and carries through in
every cell of many little girls who grow in this world.
This is another half to what you are saying. Wonder if that fear of
males is passed on?
There is so much to it I just get tired of Mom being held accountable
alone. It does not appear to be a balanced analysis.
+ Maureen
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