To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/08/03 23:33
Subject: Re: [K-list] Conception of Self
From: Maureen Heffernan
On 1999/08/03 23:33, Maureen Heffernan posted thus to the K-list:
Christopher Wynter wrote:
> Do you remember the sexual act that resulted in your conception ...
and Mother's
> reaction .. conscious and unconscious ...
~~*+M~*
Hi Chris,
No can't say that I do,nor would I really want to.
What's that expression ?,,I went to the fair with my Father and came
home with my Mother.
> Do you remember the moment Mother admitted for the first time that
you existed
> ... and Mother's reaction ...
>
> Do you remember Mother's conscious thoughts, feelings and emotions
during the
> pregnancy ... and her projections on your existance ...
~~*+M~*
My biological mother was a drunkard who did not want to be pregnant.
I
was informed that she more than once tried to coat hanger us out of
her.
I am a twin.
> Do you remember the struggle to survive ... in the environment of your
Mother's
> womb ...
~~*+M~*
This I do have recall on.
> Do you remember the struggle to be born ... to escape from your
Mother's body
> ...
>
> Do you remember Mother's reaction to her first sight of you ....
~~*+M~*
Yeah, she didn't want us and refused to even name us. The father gave
us our names. My original name being Carrol because that was his
middle
name.He fed us for about a week because she wouldn't and then he left.
I recall being hung on a clotheline with my sister for an indefinite
period. My first memories are beatings snd starving and screaming
chaos
with 5 other children.dad would pop back in to make more kids,get
drunk
and beat us also.
>
> Even before you took your first breath ... the consciousness of your
conception,
> the consciousness of your existance, the foundation of everything
that happened
> to you since your birth
>
> is based on what mother projected ...
~~*+M~*
Yes for many years this was so, but I have overcome,and can not agree,
this is not a fact now.
>
> which was what was projected on her ... and a long line of Mother's
before her
> ...
~~*+M~*
And I raised two girls and was very happily pregnant. I married an
older man who didn't want a second child,that's why my kids are seven
years apart. My friends understand when I say, "I had to fight for a
second baby". I am a Grandma of 3. Some of the "stuff" is carried but
maybe not activated as I watch my oldest daughter, Kathleen doing a
wonderful job.
>
> and it is stored in the mtDNA ... which is only passed on from female to
> offspring ....
>
> My body held that remembering ... deep in the unconscious ...
>
> and so did the bodies of a large group of people that I have taken
through this
> process ...
~~*+M~*
It is Wonderful that you do this work. I applaud you.
>
> By the way ... do you remember what the first word you uttered was ...?
~~*+M~*
I remember uttering many words telepathically to my twin because it
was not wise to make any sounds. We did not speak nor were taught to,
for such a long time that we were labeled,"the retards". The twins or
the retards. That was my name.
>
> and do you remember what your mother tried to get you to say ...?
~~*+M~*
Not applicable.
>
> with respect
>
> Christopher Wynter
> Hobart Tasmania
> wynterATnospambigpond.com
~~*+M!*
Once again, thank you for your input.
Blessings,
+ Maureen
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