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From: Fredaann
On 1999/08/03 06:08, Fredaann posted thus to the K-list:
I dreamt this on Sunday afternoon, sat on it wondering till yesterday.
Angelique was kind enough to give her impressions, thank you Angelique.
It was indeed a nice change from the fear filled dreams I have had of
late....
freda
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Date: Mon, 02 Aug 1999 19:40:21 -0700
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From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Subject: Re: eclipse dream
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At 02:14 PM 8/2/99 , you wrote:
>Hello,
>I was reading all those links about the eclipse fretting about how these
>last two years, near three accually that I have personally been dealing
>with these 'issues' that this eclipse is supposed to bring up all over
>the place. Round and round I went, always comming back to responsibilty
>issues... on a personal level... wanting to be comatose rather than face
>this again, like I have done this before, and wasnt real happy with the
>results, chose wrong more than many times. I was angry and defeated and
>sad and more than anything frustrated. I got a headache and put a cool
>rag on my head, rocked myself to sleep.
>
>I dreamt of a sphere, silver, rotating to gold and black
That's the eclipse.
>it was hovering
>above a pit,
the void of outer space?
>I thought this was a 'pig roasting pit' at first because
>there were so many people around I thought I was at a kegger and they
>were gonna serve roast pig... [my husband and I used to host a pig roast
>every summer for friends and their children we abandoned them when
>renting out an intire camp wasnt large enough to contain us all I am
>sure this is where this came from]
:) A metaphor for clan gatherings. This is a gathering of all of the
clans melding into one.. you are the representative, in the now, of all of
your ancestors.
>when I saw it wasnt a pig but a sphere I turned to see if I was the only
>one who thought that strange.
You were the only one "aware" enough to see where you are.
>behind me was 'me' as far as I could see, I was standing behind myself
>in line behind me.
>and the guy on my left, he had hims as far as I could see.
Ancestors, going back thru time.. all the reflections of You that exist
in the cosmic mirror.
>all around the pit was this circle of people facing this pit and behind
>them stood an infinite line of themselves lined up behind... like good
>little soldiers.
>[why am i always the only one who dont know whats going on? well, again,
>i am in wonder of the proceedings, and apparently the only one who is
>clueless why I am there.]
>I felt vibration at my feet, far away, closing in and getting stronger,
>then I heard it and I covered my ears it was so loud.
>and I saw a wave comming at me from the lines across on the other side
>of the shpere, a wave that was headed strait for the people in front,
>and it came into my side vision and I felt it approaching from behind
>and I turned to check my back. the wave was the result of the outter
>circle of people, from way - way - way back grasping the shoulders of
>the person in front of them, in unison, becoming the second circle, and
>so on,
>I failed again, and stepped out of line, but I saw the wave as it melded
>with the sphere. It was really cool. the wave just smoothed out flat on
>its surface and was blended in till the whole wave was gone.
>it disturbed me that I dont have a reaction to being left behind.
All of the illusions of separation that are the ancestors and ourselves
meld into one global consciousness..
You weren't left behind.. This is the observer watching as the rest of
the planet kin of humanity experience the wave of forgiveness from the
Mother that you and I and Fran experienced a few weeks ago. Forgiveness of
the original confusion/sin of separation from God that is the seed of the
individual ego-consciousness. Rippling backwards and forwards thru
ancestors and descendents, to unify with the sphere.
Inside out.. the metaphor was a clan gathering, to feel intimacy by
sharing a roast pig. Feasts are our most ancient tribal unity ritual. This
time it's reversed. We don't become closer by taking the pig into ourselves
by eating it, rather we truly unify because the sphere eats us.
The person in front of you in line was your daughter who made you a
Grandmother. Children are already still unified.. it is the ego separation
identities of adults that will ripple and disappear.
Please feel free to forward this to K-list.. :)
Blessings..
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