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Recieved: 1999/08/01 06:41
Subject: Re: [K-list] Dark Night Of the Soul / Fran
From: Fran Frankfort

Hello!!

>Goddess once told me: become a flame, then the fire
>will never burn you.>

WOW!! I love this! Thank you!!!
>
) - as we are trusted enough by the
> >Lord to be ready to go it alone .. to find the Light Within the Dark. The
>dark is God
> >too. Resisting it empowers it as real and fearful. >

My DN .. similar to what you are referring to ..came before K awakening, and
through an unusual set of circumstances <G>
I had been raised southern baptist and later started frequenting pentecostal
holly roller churches(another story..lol) and I was pretty much..I hate to
say it..quite judgemental and annoying..lol so now I know that the little
quote..."What you judge you become" is true for me because I readily trashed
New Age as stuff of the devil...ROFL even wrote a paper on it which I kkep
here in my desk as a reminder...anyway..somhow one day I found myself at a
healers house trading a healing treaatment for a perm!(Im was a part time
hairdresser) and OMG it rocked my world. The sensations I felt really
caused me to review and reexamine my whole basis of thought. I started
reading Edgar Cayce and looking into reincarnation...etc etc.. and had to
tear down everything that I had built my life on thus far...scary??? Damn
Straight... Once I cut loose my attachment to the bible as the only literal
truth..I was scared..sh**less :-0 Visions of demons and what now and where
do I go..I had to reconstruct and examine every belief and see if it "felt
"true..I started feeling things in my gut to see how it "felt " to me. I
would have to say that period was my DN. It was liberating but frightening
at the same time and I lost some friends because of it.. Upon K awakening I
knew it had something to do with energy becuase it felt energetic but I
thought I was jsut somehow overenergized and it confused me and was
uncomfortable..but it didnt rock my world the way tearing down my beliefs
did!

Ok thats sorta my story! thanks for reading :-)
fran
ps- heres another of my favorit quotes.....
"What is eternal cannot be seperated form its source"..this one helped me
out alot at that time :-)

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