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Recieved: 1999/07/30 03:28
Subject: [K-list] K, will travel, but only when necessary, 4 Amanda
From: Colette T
On 1999/07/30 03:28, Colette T posted thus to the K-list:
Welcome back Cutie Pie! Missed ya .. gawd you have some amazing insights into your own process. You are an inspiration to me ..
"A. Erhart" wrote:
>Have been a week in the Green and Pleasant Lands
>(England) and was initially very curious about what it
>would be like
>traveling with a serpent in the luggage. :)
You are SOOoo funnny! hehe
>As last time travelling with K, the thought of leaving
>home precipitated a horrible feeling
>of walking out of the home for the last time
>(crap from most recent past life). :(
>I was actually depressed the night before leaving,
>although I had been looking forward to the vacation for
>3 months. Some ppl never get satisfied... ;)
Amanda I relate.
>Flying was worse than ever. With the polster of the
>intellectual mind eroded away by K, every little
>shake and dip of the plane caused a scream inside.
>Fear jumping directly from the adrenals to the brain.
>I'm afraid of flying, I'm ashamed to admit. :(
Look when I get up there I'm gonna use you for inspiration - I'm gonna say - Amanda did it so so can I!
I used to have panic attacks in trains and I had undiagnosed allergies and candida at the time. Wasn't diagnosed till years later! I felt on the edge of my mind. I still haven't chosen to travel far yet, but I will soon.
In fact here you are sharing - and well my weird week was this rich dude pursuing me who wanted to take me all around travelling and book now (after meeting on internet knowing each other 3 days doh!!) When we hadn't even met face to face or anything! .. (though there was soul resonance by email) .. it burnt itself out in less than a week! Oh yes Mercury in retrograde gave me a gift yet a test too. It pushed me bringing me a mirror for my shadow. And I was his.
>The weather was excellent and perfect for flying, yet
>I have seldomly been in as much distress on
>previous flights, with much worse weather.
>The only thing that helped was begging Bodhisattva
>Chenresig for mercy. ;)
Oh you are so cute! Wanna see my pic of Chenrezig? Go to :
<http://www.bb.com.au/colette/chenrezig.htm>http://www.bb.com.au/colette/chenrezig.htm The red is good for me!
>
>Chanting Om Mani Padme Hum while focussing on the white
>clouds outside reduced the fear at 35 000 feet. :)
>(Phew, phew ;) )
Smiling .. you are a wondrous being love!
>One time in the rush hour in the London
>underground a guy got a little bit
>too friendly, so I punched him a cpl of times in the
>face with the hand of
>one of the ethereal bodies. A bit surprisingly, the guy quickly moved several feet away, and did not
>send me any more unpleasant looks. Punching him in his
>etheric face must have helped ! LOL !
Wowee you amazon you!
>The experience of playing dead for 20 mins
>in a 35 C hot field with scorched grass
>stuck up my nose and blank fire going off all around
>made for a sobering and humbling experience that soon
>took away all thoughts of Goddesshood. ;)
Hmmmm .. :-)
>I am engulfed in pain/pleasure.
>
>Best regards,
>
>Amanda.
><http://www.angelfire.com>
Thanks for sharing it's great to read you!
~*~
Awesome sharing Robert below .. wow!
Robert Weil wrote:
>The son went in to a spontaneous regression during hypnosis, and would only
>give his name, rank and serial number for twenty minutes.
Love to All,
Col
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