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Recieved: 1999/07/26 19:26
Subject: [K-list] Kundalini, a plain man's realisations.... (1)
From: Christopher Wynter
On 1999/07/26 19:26, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
Kundalini, a plain man's realisations.... (1)
I'm sending copies of this post to all of the k-lists, because it is the
feedback I have received from everybody which has resulted in these words being
dictated into my computer.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank everybody who has replied to me,
both on the list, and personally. From each reply I have learned something.
There are those who have added to my understanding through scientific and
mystical explanations. There are those who have disagreed with me and caused me
to look at my own reactions to see what issues remain within my physical body
for me to resolve with myself.
I will reply to each who has written individually, but for the moment I need to
post a general expression of my realisations and acceptances that have arisen
from your comments.
Within the last 48 hours, they have been many, many replies ... and for me there
was quite a reaction ... especially in the area of my throat. What I understand
from this is that it is time for me to allow a greater expression of "Plain
Speak".
When I first started studying Transpersonal psychology, one of my teachers said
to me "I want to hear what Christopher Wynter has to say ... not what I can read
in a book".
So began my path of speaking my truth ... of observing what people had to say,
and looking at my reactions. There have been many times when I could say what I
say in mystical terms and draw on some "ancient authority" or "spiritual text"
to support what I'm saying. To do so is to deny my knowing, my truth, to
abdicate my integrity to some other authority.
My learning came, not from taking on or avoiding other people's reactions, but
from looking at the source of the reactions within myself.
It would be very easy (in fact, my journey commenced this way) for me to make a
statement and attribute it to some "channelled entity". Every time I did this,
I denied my own intrinsic "knowingness". Then of course, I had to face all
doubts that I was worthy, the fears from my genetic memory of persecution,
amongst other issues that came up.
Within Western society, there is a tendency to seek understanding, explanation,
and justification outside of self. We (I) have a need to defend our "truth"
against persecution. To do so, we form a collective around something that
"mystically" expresses our truth, and then hide behind that. So commences a new
sect, cult or religion. So begins another sect, cult, or religion directly
opposed to our "particular brand of mysticism".
As I speak my truth, as I own the thoughts feelings and emotions (reactions)
that are coming up from my body, I am honouring the effects of "Kundalini",
thereby allowing Kundalini to move through my body with the least possible
impediment or denial.
I will continue this thread in a series of posts, as there are a whole lot of
aspects which I feel to address. They will all have the same subject heading,
so that those who wish to use the delete function will be able to identify this
thread without having to read through a mass of words.With respect ...
Christopher Wynter, Hobart, Tasmania ... wynterATnospambigpond.com
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